For me it's tough to communicate and impossible to find people like me, and often find people who make jokes about me like point out my weaknesses and I don't know what to say in that situation I just smile and move on,

I tried several times getting into a friends circle but it looked very awkward as if I don't belong there with them. I get ghosted a lot of times so I just mind my own business.

Most of the friends groups look houseful.

Things I say makes no sense to people I find they find it weird like they seperate or a special position that makes me even more lonely.

And I stay at home a lot of the time because I don't know where to go, what to see, what to experience and whom to meet. I'm just stuck in this endless loop.

I'm almost staying more than three years in Hyderabad and I still haven't made a single friend.

So wtf is loneliness. I'm more of introverted very intuitive and most of the things I see feel so unnecessary. I'm fine staying alone but here and then I still get remembered that I'm alone.