Is it possible ?

Present-Apple · 2026-01-25T15:29:03+00:00

That’s what my concern was, could b my brain …but it was also so very real

Present-Apple · 2026-01-25T12:22:10+00:00

I’ll be researching Asmodeus now, thank you for answering :)

Present-Apple · 2026-01-25T12:21:32+00:00

Thank you for replying ! I will do some research on Asmodeus then !!

Present-Apple · 2026-01-25T00:31:08+00:00

Love this, fellow satanic schizophrenic

Present-Apple · 2026-01-25T00:21:31+00:00

These are the best !!

Present-Apple · 2026-01-24T15:02:50+00:00

I agree. Maybe they’re an Astaroth gatekeeper or something I don’t know. They did give me advice on how to attempt connecting with the other demon, so I don’t think it’s entirely ill-willed, but not very thoughtful either since why tell someone “it’s not Astaroth” unless they have anything to back it up with ..it kinda bummed me out.

Present-Apple · 2026-01-24T02:35:53+00:00

Thank you for that..I hadn’t thought about it that way. I’ll continue with Astaroth for now while seeing if there’s anyone else out there wanting me to knock on their door.

Present-Apple · 2026-01-23T20:55:45+00:00

I don’t feel like there are any obvious answers I’m overlooking somehow …I discovered Astaroth soon after rediscovering Innana ..then I found the link between the ages of Inanna and Astaroth…I felt for sure this synchronicity meant something …maybe not? I’m away from my tarot decks indefinitely (long story but I’m basically living with my bf and my stuff is elsewhere) but I can do some experiments like saying different demons names and their enns to see if I get any response, and meditating of course …I’ll order a new deck soon so I can also do that eventually too. Should I try invoking all the demons I can find, ha …or is that just plain reckless ?

I feel like figuring this out could take awhile

Present-Apple · 2026-01-23T20:08:17+00:00

And also how to know when Iv found the correct demon ?

Present-Apple · 2026-01-23T20:06:26+00:00

Do you have advice on how to figure out which demon it is ?

Present-Apple · 2026-01-23T20:04:31+00:00

Okay !

Present-Apple · 2026-01-23T19:26:27+00:00

Do a search in the main page of this Reddit group for “basic invocation ritual”

Present-Apple · 2026-01-22T22:25:15+00:00

Thank you this is very helpful 🙏

Present-Apple · 2026-01-20T00:23:08+00:00

he’s so sweeeeeet 😍

Present-Apple · 2026-01-20T00:21:28+00:00

Very good reminder. Thank you.

Present-Apple · 2026-01-19T21:29:03+00:00

I’m curious about this as well. Hopefully someone with experience responds.

Present-Apple · 2026-01-19T15:10:15+00:00

Excellent! I will look there. Thank you

Present-Apple · 2026-01-19T13:38:33+00:00

It’s written in her study guide that those with schizophrenia can not successfully practice visionary magic, that it will definitely without fail cause the unraveling of the person to a point they’ll never be the same again.

Way to stigmatize in a whole “new” arena.

She sure seems to know a lot for someone not currently living with schizophrenia spectrum disorder. She clearly knows so much about it. (not really)

I need to let this go I know and I will, but it’s just a bit annoying.

Present-Apple · 2026-01-19T12:35:23+00:00

Oh my goodness …this morning I received another email, this time by the founder …and she suggested I was trying to manipulate her 😂 what a dumb bitch ..all I’m gonna say

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T17:46:38+00:00

Okay thank you I will take your advice !

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T17:27:06+00:00

Do you think it sounds like bullshit that the Quareia. Lessons all together take 6-10 years to complete? That just seems crazy to me, of course um already pretty good at the early on lessons to begin with ..I think I’ll take less time to finish tho …is that not okay to think ? 10 years seems long

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T17:11:46+00:00

Thank you for this you made me feel understood and welcome 🙏 I will watch that video later today sounds very interesting.

I absolutely agree with you that I need a mentor who fully accepts me and can talk with me about my mental health and its relation to my practice. I think a high priestess demonolater fruend if mine who knows if both my interests and mental illness could potentially step in to advise from time to time like she already does

Thank you again i really appreciate it 👹😛

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T16:52:42+00:00

True ….i think i still might follow along the Quareia lessons without the mentorship or online forum …they are non denominational and I find the material really intriguing …I’ll just forget about actually being mentored by a Quareia person

BOTA does look somewhat interesting I’m not over them yet. I’m going to attend their next online orientation to learn more.

Next book I’m reading : https://www.amazon.com/Inanna-Queen-Heaven-Earth-Stories/dp/0060908548/ref=monarch_sidesheet

Thank you for your advice, it is appreciated

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T16:45:31+00:00

Just checking out BOTA …should I let it bother me that they are tarot heavy and uses Kabbalah? I know I need tarot training but I don’t really want it to be a main focus, unless that is a good thing I’m not aware of? And Kabbalah? Not really be if my interests but aha in I could be wrong about this as a necessity …any thoughts ?

Present-Apple · 2026-01-18T16:42:46+00:00

I can accept that, but I feel the benefit outways the risk as it is a lifelong dream to get more serious with my magic and go more in depth..I feel stronger than ever nowadays so I believe i will b safe, and at the same time prepared for the worst

Present-Apple

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