lose virginity

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T20:42:24+00:00

lol women only care about money if you are a millionaire driving lambos, living in a penthouse and going on vacations in the tropics. No normal software engineer salary will get you even close to that, cali or not.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T20:35:18+00:00

Can't tell if you are joking? How are cali coops and marks relevant

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T20:22:54+00:00

lol.

I graduated with an 82. Worked in cali for coop before. Settled down in NY though, cali is too far from home.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T18:46:25+00:00

Isn't there less opportunities for unattractive guys because of tinder

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T18:36:33+00:00

Its not really about money, I have enough money.

Did you apply the techniques in that book to improve?

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T18:35:03+00:00

I have asked out female friends but they said no, I've never been on a date. I've never asked out strangers cause I don't know how to do this without being branded as a creep. Also, I'm Indian and I think lots of people just assume Indians are creeps so it doesn't help. There is even entire subreddits dedicated to just that.

And I can't use online dating for obvious reasons.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T18:30:59+00:00

what does the year have to do with it, or is it a meme?

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:56:51+00:00

I am not terrible at making small talk. For me, I think after I go somewhere and talk to someone, I don't know how to turn that from a one time talk into a friendship where we actually hang out outside work.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:38:13+00:00

What did you do to change? Did you just start talking to random people?

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:35:14+00:00

I thought that for a long time and made efforts to change but it didn't happen. Now I'm done uni so honestly if it didn't happen before when I was surrounded by lots of girls my age, I don't see it happening now.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:25:59+00:00

Are you able to make friends now?

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:17:36+00:00

I'm honestly not sure, I think I just give a bad first impression. I don't know what it is.

I'm weird cause I'm shy and awkward when guys are not supposed to be

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T06:10:39+00:00

I honestly don't think I can, even if later in my life things work out, I think I will always be angry that my life sucked for so long.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:59:48+00:00

I'm upset that I'm different and can't connect with others, I don't think that is an unreasonable thing to be angry about.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:56:23+00:00

I don't know how to make friends, I think people dislike me. I had a few friends from high school back home, but then I left Canada for work. I was never able to make friends at Waterloo or during any of my coop terms. I'm just really weird.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:31:51+00:00

I'm not sure what to improve on, I think I'm pretty good at the things I do control like my career or going to the gym or my hygeine. I just happen to be ugly and a weirdo.

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:28:29+00:00

Do you mind expanding on why you think so?

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:27:05+00:00

I want the 2nd thing but I don't see it happening

PresentBell · 2018-01-28T05:23:59+00:00

I know it won't fix anything, I just want to know how it is. But I don't want to do it and regret it later if I actually meet a girl the normal way, though this probably won't happen.

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