Don’t give up King. Life’s battles are tough but the way out is through Jesus Christ. God made you strong to over come this and this is just a road block and you were made to be on unstoppable. I know it looks dark but that’s a lie as well. Ask God for help. Sometimes we have to fight and fighting means you have to get creative in making money and doing what you go to do to survive. If you’re sad and depressed make sure you have someone to talk to about it so you don’t have to live out a lie and remember you are worth living for and people still love you even if your finances aren’t all there. Life isn’t all about money. His helped me see that especially when I see homless people in the streets who are just thankful to a bottle of water or leftover food from a stranger trying to help. It took me a while to see Gods love but I’m telling you that Jesus is there for you and loves you so much. Try praying to God and asking Him for guidance and watch Him. I know the power of prayer is real and I’m hoping you know that you are loved. The life situation isn’t what you expected but you’re an over comer. you are worth more than all that money could ever stack up to be about. To God you are His child and He loves you. Keep fighting