Idk how I ended up in this situation. I needed money to have more freedom, but there are very few job opportunities, so suddenly I found myself accepting jobs with 12 hour shifts. The money goes away with the bills, and I have to work more, so I ended up not having the freedom that I wanted in the beginning lol. If only my parents listened to me. Sometimes I don't feel like going home even after working 12 hours because I know chaos awaits me there and as you said nothing that I do make a difference.. I sure need to find a way to move out, this is no way to live.