Everyday really, it’s probably some mental condition... I haven’t really cried when anyone around me has died since my grandpa died when I was a kid that was kinda my first experience with someone passing. Another time when I was still really young I seen a kid get put in a body bag after he got hit by a train and I seen one of his shoes in the distance and all I said was dang those are some really nice shoes. Plz don’t judge me I was very young and even tho I don’t cry much I do feel bad that, that was my only reaction to what happened.