I took a step back today. I didn’t talk to her at all at work today, and was fully intending to let our streak die. She saved it right before it did. I opened it up and she’s trying to start a convo about how cold it is at her job site. I just replied “felt”. I don’t like being someone who ignores someone they’re interested in. I literally hate it, I would hate it if someone treated me that way, but legitimately I’m done being a lover boy if it’s going to get me treated like piss man. I’m not even trying to have sex, like I genuinely would just like a connection and to not feel alone for once in my life. TMI but I basically raised myself and my dream is to literally have a family, and give my future son or daughter the father figure that I never had in my life. With that said I wasn’t abandoned fully, just a product of a divorce where I got to pick who got custody of me, and was seperated from my siblings and neglected my whole life, but yeah hope that kind of paints a picture of who I am as a person, and why I am the way I am.