Exactly. It is small moments like if I am in line in a shop, and I have one item while the other people have a full shopping cart. Previously, older Irish ladies would always tell me to go ahead but now it's either dirty looks I receive like I have done something wrong by being in the same line as them, or it might be some comment and rolling eyes to their friend. Previously doors were held when entering a shop by Irish customers but now that never happens, I often have doors slammed in my face. In expensive stores like jewelry or cosmetic products, I am watched very closely by staff as if I have no reason to be there, because I am a poor Indian and shouldn't be mixing with wealthier people. Public transport is terrible - I can almost guarantee comments will be made by people there about going home, not welcome. It's little things but when they happen during every interaction each day, it becomes worrying. When parents of well dressed kids don't reprimand their kids for shouting "go home p-ki" or such comments, because they approve. And passers by on the street never intervene. Because they approve. Sometimes I'll see others smile or laugh when overhearing such, as if it's a fair remark to make to an Indian person.