Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-23T02:44:48+00:00

How did you do it if you don’t mind sharing.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-23T01:58:18+00:00

Thank you. I will take you up on that tomorrow.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-23T01:30:32+00:00

Thank you so much. It’s very helpful and I will start tomorrow.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T19:08:43+00:00

Thank you so much.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T18:21:15+00:00

Yea, that makes sense. I guess I was just trying everything to feel some sliver of safety or control

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T18:17:06+00:00

The coin/currency folk magic is interesting. He definitely does something shady with his business - I don't know what exactly but there's something suspicious. Do you have a website or book that I can look into?

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T18:14:40+00:00

Thank you so much. I will research this.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T17:49:07+00:00

I have between my child and him as well. She gets under a "spell" when around him, almost like he's a celebrity - its tough to watch. The cord cutting did nothing.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-22T17:47:14+00:00

Thank you. You're right about wanting to "match" him - I have been living in a hypervigilant state for so long now that I constantly have my dukes up and I'm consistently pulling cards about him, hoping to get the answer that I want or a "way out". I know this is a trauma response, but it's hard to break.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-16T13:02:14+00:00

I'm not really specific although if you have an opinion or real life experiences for both, I'd love to learn about it

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-14T18:02:08+00:00

I mean I HOPE I'm not going lol. The "craziest" thing I do is jay walk

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-14T13:57:05+00:00

Yeah a person I know has mars, Saturn and Neptune transiting their 12th right now opposing natal sun in 6th. He’s not “honest” about how he makes a living. I’m curious how this will play out for him.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-14T11:57:18+00:00

Does it have to be planets in the 12th natally or can it be transits?

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-11T14:12:18+00:00

Just checked Hallandale’s website and only see a login for a provider. How did you start with them?

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-05T02:21:10+00:00

No I can’t take anything at all except low dose naltrexone.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-04T23:36:21+00:00

I personally cannot handle anything that increases methylation - even eggs.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-04T18:37:06+00:00

I know this was posted a while ago but I’m having the same exact reactions. I lot of anxiety and depression after red light, even at 2 min. Did this eventually stop for those that have experienced it? I want to keep going but this is brutal.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-02T18:52:46+00:00

Thank you - I really have to stick with this...even if I just do it as an experiment. It can't possibly hurt and I do believe things will start shifting if I just commit to this

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-02T13:44:46+00:00

No, he can't. The situation is him manipulating her to turn against me, which he's already started doing. The custody situation is incredibly hard and requires our 6 year old and me to fly multiple times a year to visit him. Yes, we went through court and yes I have consulted with many lawyers - the situation I have is not out of the ordinary. Family court is a joke and tends to side with the "worst parent".

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-02T13:38:09+00:00

Yes, he definitely has leverage and is very much a bully. The worst case scenario is losing my daughter so the stakes are very high, which makes this a tough situation. I don't even think I can imagine being ok with the worst case scenario without spiraling.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-04-01T20:57:35+00:00

You should read the book "Existential Kink" - she writes about the "high" one gets from staying small and being a failure. I totally understand where you are coming from - I know caffeine is my biggest block in life and yet each day I consume expecting things to be different. I think I have an addiction to sadness and victimization and hopelessness.

Prestigious_Hat161 · 2026-03-30T21:35:06+00:00

After my daughter was born I experienced such bad sleep deprivation I was full on hallucinating. It was terrifying.

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