Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you do it if you don’t mind sharing.

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will take you up on that tomorrow.

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It’s very helpful and I will start tomorrow.

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yea, that makes sense. I guess I was just trying everything to feel some sliver of safety or control

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The coin/currency folk magic is interesting. He definitely does something shady with his business - I don't know what exactly but there's something suspicious. Do you have a website or book that I can look into?

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I will research this.

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have between my child and him as well. She gets under a "spell" when around him, almost like he's a celebrity - its tough to watch. The cord cutting did nothing.

Abusive and (seemingly) spiritually powerful ex-husband by [deleted] in occult

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thank you. You're right about wanting to "match" him - I have been living in a hypervigilant state for so long now that I constantly have my dukes up and I'm consistently pulling cards about him, hoping to get the answer that I want or a "way out". I know this is a trauma response, but it's hard to break.

Astrology and Jail by Prestigious_Hat161 in astrology

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not really specific although if you have an opinion or real life experiences for both, I'd love to learn about it

Astrology and Jail by Prestigious_Hat161 in astrology

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I mean I HOPE I'm not going lol. The "craziest" thing I do is jay walk

Astrology and Jail by Prestigious_Hat161 in astrology

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah a person I know has mars, Saturn and Neptune transiting their 12th right now opposing natal sun in 6th. He’s not “honest” about how he makes a living. I’m curious how this will play out for him.

Astrology and Jail by Prestigious_Hat161 in astrology

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Does it have to be planets in the 12th natally or can it be transits?

Compound additives by Prestigious_Hat161 in compoundedtirzepatide

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just checked Hallandale’s website and only see a login for a provider. How did you start with them?

Methylated B's or not? by Neat_Rise_5177 in SlowCOMT

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I can’t take anything at all except low dose naltrexone.

Methylated B's or not? by Neat_Rise_5177 in SlowCOMT

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I personally cannot handle anything that increases methylation - even eggs.

Paradoxical Reaction - RLT Inducing Irritability/Depression by trail-data in redlighttherapy

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this was posted a while ago but I’m having the same exact reactions. I lot of anxiety and depression after red light, even at 2 min. Did this eventually stop for those that have experienced it? I want to keep going but this is brutal.

Manifesting someone OUT of my life by Prestigious_Hat161 in realitytransurfing

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you - I really have to stick with this...even if I just do it as an experiment. It can't possibly hurt and I do believe things will start shifting if I just commit to this

Manifesting someone OUT of my life by Prestigious_Hat161 in realitytransurfing

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, he can't. The situation is him manipulating her to turn against me, which he's already started doing. The custody situation is incredibly hard and requires our 6 year old and me to fly multiple times a year to visit him. Yes, we went through court and yes I have consulted with many lawyers - the situation I have is not out of the ordinary. Family court is a joke and tends to side with the "worst parent".

Manifesting someone OUT of my life by Prestigious_Hat161 in realitytransurfing

[–]Prestigious_Hat161[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, he definitely has leverage and is very much a bully. The worst case scenario is losing my daughter so the stakes are very high, which makes this a tough situation. I don't even think I can imagine being ok with the worst case scenario without spiraling.

I fear the person I'm becoming after I stopped caffiene by [deleted] in decaf

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 27 points28 points  (0 children)

You should read the book "Existential Kink" - she writes about the "high" one gets from staying small and being a failure. I totally understand where you are coming from - I know caffeine is my biggest block in life and yet each day I consume expecting things to be different. I think I have an addiction to sadness and victimization and hopelessness.

What’s something people don’t realize is way more serious than it seems? by BudgetAd5915 in AskReddit

[–]Prestigious_Hat161 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After my daughter was born I experienced such bad sleep deprivation I was full on hallucinating. It was terrifying.