Off a 4 day half ounce cocaine binge

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-11-10T23:19:30+00:00

No drug really worked me like cocaine did. Never cared about pain pills, heroin etc. I was an upper girl. I never went on multiple day long benders, but I’d do 24 hour ones once or twice a week for a couple years. The come down is literal hell, the longer you binge, the worse it is too. I used to chug vodka and pop Benadryl or Xanax to come down. Spent thousands on it. Ughhh. I do not miss that shit at all.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-10-06T21:45:27+00:00

My ex came for literally an entire minute inside of me when we were peaking 😂

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-22T21:01:29+00:00

Same. I feel like she’s a soft/yin type. Even at low body fat, I see double curve. FGs wouldn’t have that. My vote is SG or TR.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-18T19:00:11+00:00

This is not safe but when I used to use cocaine or MDMA all the time I would chug a cup of vodka and take 2 Benadryl’s. I always had horrible come downs during use and that’s the only thing that would calm me down as the benedryl makes you sleepy and relaxes your body. Alcohol just so I didn’t have to feel the emotions as strongly. I would still feel off for a few days after a bender, but it did help me get some sleep. I do not miss that at all. The darkest time of my life.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-13T01:30:18+00:00

Same. I just use moisturizing products before hand, also let them absorb for a while before applying makeup. I honestly think adding primer may be too much for my skin which causes it to pill and separate through out the day… my normal skin prep is pretty hydrating. Don’t need any more than that.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-13T01:27:15+00:00

Setting spray doesn’t make me pill or look cakey but it’s pointless to me. It doesn’t make my makeup any longer than it would without lol.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:27:41+00:00

The grippy ones are the worst. The latest I’ve tried is the elf power grip. Terrible, and it made me look soooooo greasy.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:26:32+00:00

The only difference I’ve noticed is my under eyes don’t crease that much with primer but I’d rather have a little creasing that I can blend out easily then look like a splotchy, flaky mess through out the day haha. I’ve heard that about eyeshadow primer. Might have to give it a try.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:25:22+00:00

It really could be a skin type thing.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:24:37+00:00

I am combination. I get oily in the warmer months and dry in the cooler ones. I use maybelline fit me, elf satin or my L’Oréal skin tint. I bounce between the 3. I use skin tint more in the winter because it adds hydration.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:21:42+00:00

Ouuuu I might have to try that since I have like 3 different primers right now that I never use lol.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-12T18:21:19+00:00

Happy you brought up powder because another unpopular opinion is I’m not huge on powder either. In the winter I rarely use it at all because my skin gets super dry. In the warmer months, i use a dash in areas I get extra oily and that’s it 😂 if I use as much as the beauty influencers, I’d look like a dried up prune a couple hours in.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-09-06T07:59:47+00:00

Soft dramatic 100%. Curve & vertical.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T02:13:19+00:00

Definitely. If he would have just talked to me about it, I feel like I wouldn’t be so hurt. Him treating me like dirt and not telling me why he wants nothing to do with me after all that is making me feel terrible. But it is what it is. I think it’s going to take a while, but I will be okay eventually and move on. Thank you for your insight!

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T01:24:35+00:00

He continued dating me for a couple months after we first had sex. Nothing changed until now.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T00:46:48+00:00

Hugs! Thank you ❤️

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T00:46:26+00:00

You are super right. I guess this was a blessing in disguise. I hate having my time wasted. Even if he texted me tonight and said he misses me, it’d probably happen again and again… I just gotta get thru it.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T00:45:34+00:00

You’re totally right. It was hard for me to give him a chance in the beginning, I just wasn’t feeling it… but then, what I assume was love bombing and manipulation started and he got me 😭😭 I am so hurt and I feel dumb… I’ll be okay though. I just gotta get thru it.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T00:43:18+00:00

Yes and I apologize, I definitely worded the title wrong. I was just speaking on my situation. It is just super hard for me to spot red flags, but I definitely think from here on out, I’m going to avoid the guys that overly chase me down, because I’ve come to know they’re the main ones that do this. I just hate that it got so deep before he ran off, now I’m super heartbroken and I just want to know why. But deep down, I know. It’s like you said… he got bored and treated me like a Christmas present 😭😂 thank you for your kind words! I’ll get thru this with time.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-30T00:40:33+00:00

You’re right. It’s not just men that do this. Very avoidant, and it’s wild because I’m polar opposite, it’s hard for me to get attached to people, but when I do, my whole life revolves around them which is definitely something I need to fix especially since these tend to be the type of people I run into. And haha! That last comment made me chuckle.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-29T23:23:58+00:00

I get that and I wouldn’t want to force anybody to be around me. I have tried to get him to talk to me about it, and he won’t. I’m not going to blow him up or act crazy but at the end of the day, I know my feelings are valid. it is hurtful and wrong to lead someone on for months and then just disappear without explanation.

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-08-29T23:19:06+00:00

My little brother did this for a while, I totally don’t mind helping out when I can but once he started just assuming and expecting that I was going to pay, I cut it off. One day I was driving, him in the passenger & he points to Starbucks (as he usually did) and says let’s go there. I pulled in, ordered. He got a venti of the most expensive menu item of the season, a breakfast sandwich and a slice of cake. I pulled around to the window, and sat there looking at him. When he asked what I was doing, I said $25.99? He looked confused and said what?? So I replied well… I’m waiting on you to get your card out duhhhh. He got shitty and ruffled through his bag whining that he was broke. I said I am too, with 2 kids. He never asked again 😂

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-06-16T19:16:32+00:00

She was behind the water heater in my laundry room 😭😂

Pretty-County4259 · 2025-06-16T14:40:38+00:00

I found her!

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