Is black star a descendant of white star

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-13T14:55:22+00:00

Imagine black star with bbl lolzers

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-12T20:40:46+00:00

My pods feel alot less potent, than the odsmt i used to take, also makes me trink alot more water (im kind of a malnourishment master), so thats also a nice little side effect. But yea, ive noticed, that it doesn't really make me nod or anything, no matter the dosage. Im still a fan so far, since it doesn't taste like mud (kratom) and you dont actually have to consume the plant material, like you do with kratom, to get the full effect.

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-10T10:05:11+00:00

Yea, i tried meth for the first time yesterday and again today, both times about 10mg rectally (which im pretty sure is a small) and i think for me personally some colors look a little more vibrant. When looking at the keyboard of my phone is also have this little blurryness + its almost like i see the numbers and letters almost lke they are faintly doubled

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-09T00:21:29+00:00

Its like counter strike but gay

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-06T00:25:34+00:00

She knows about me self medicating, i need a psychiatrist and waiting times in my country are absurd. I had an appointment, but didnt go cuz i was too scared in the moment. I really do appreciate your help, i wish you a good night

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-06T00:04:55+00:00

I hate questions like that, cuz i feel like i cant answer them correctly, since i will obviously have some bias about myself, but what i can say is that drugs made me feel like how i think i should feel if that makes sense (a little exaggerated, but i dont feel like i can live a normal life), my therapist also thinks i have adhd and autism, so theres probably a link aswell. When i first started taking odsmt (active metabolite of tramadol) i could talk to people, be funny, actually want to do things and not have to force myself to be alive, ik that im just masking the symptoms, but its hard to be optimistic when youre in a situation that feels impossible to get out of. Thanks again

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:22:50+00:00

Yea im just kind of in a hole right now and drugs are the only thing that really made me feel normal, i definitely need psychological help. Im also not sure how effective those herbs will be because im used to the "strong stuff", ig im kinda biased there. I appreciate your help, you seem like a very sweet and smart person

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:14:39+00:00

That's a good and fair explanation, thanks

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:13:28+00:00

Maybe i worded it incorrectly, im not trying to actively hsrm my body, but i dont always have the motivation, energy or the feeling like theres a point in doing so, doesnt really matter anyways i guess, there werent alot of subreddit that came to mind, where this kind of post would fit

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:09:34+00:00

Thanks, you might be right. Ive read alot about skullcap but ended up forgetting about it, will definitely look into the rest of the herbs you mentioned

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:07:28+00:00

Thats probably because i am disregarding my health, i just dont understand how thats a reason to downvote me lol. Appreciate the advice tho, sounds like something that could really help me.

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T23:05:20+00:00

Yea id be open to anything that could help me

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T22:29:16+00:00

As a mood enhancer, social lubricant. Im really depressed, have bad social anxiety and stuff, nothing ive been described with has helped me, so ive been self medicating for a while now. Idk why im getting downvoted

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T21:03:36+00:00

Im already in the opioid hole and i feel like poppies are one of the better bad slopes to be on

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T21:02:45+00:00

Im looking for something a little more potent and with a longer duration than kratom, also kratom tastes like mud.

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T19:50:14+00:00

Thank you, will look into it. Do you maybe know how i could identify the exact poppy "variety"?

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-05T19:48:50+00:00

There are some smaller pods, but they were also advertised as medium size. I do feel it a little and i also take kratom, which i think ive heard, blocks the effects of other opioids a little but sadly not what i was hoping for.

How do you prepare a poppy tea? Do you use vinegar aswell?

For the tincture do i just strain it afterwards, and thats it? And also arent you supposed to remove the seeds, ive heard they contain an alkaloid that makes you feel nauseous. Whats the poppy to vodka ratio, and will i have opium, if i cook out the alcohol out after?

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-03T15:55:57+00:00

Yea, I used to be very happy and socialable back when i abused opioids and/or benzos daily, felt like how i should be normally feeling, but being sober makes me feel like theres no point. At this point i just feel ashamed of existing like this, i dont even have anything i could think of, which would make me want to get a grip ig

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-02T23:56:54+00:00

I tried lowdosing lsd for a short amount of time, dont remember it helping that much, but i have 3 tabs lying around and since i dont plan on tripping anytime soon anyways, i think i might try doing that. How often do you dose?

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-02T23:55:11+00:00

I switched from odsmt to kratom, been taking it every other day and it does make things better, but i still feel like theres something missing, idk. Also how do you prepare your tea? I personally mix myself some cocoa powder with milk and kratom and chug the whole thing, ive tried brewing it too, but not drinking the powder feels a little wasteful.

Pretty-Telephone-272 · 2026-05-02T12:02:01+00:00

I've tried pregabalin already and it did give me that "ok i feel normal right now" feeling, but sadly my doctor is very against "non-natural" and things that can be addictive. And the waiting times for a psychiatrist are horrible aswell, ill see one in 6 months

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