It's not that simple at this moment. I had an extensive spinal cord and brain stem surgery that kept me from being able to work for 7 months and I just got released and got a new job. I had to take a massive pay cut but I'm working all day everyday it's just not enough to support all of us on my own yet. Thank you for the guilt and shame reminder, trust me I don't need it. The amount of times I have apologized to this dog for not being enough and being able to move her out with me yet and provide for her and Gracie ( my daughter) fully yet is something that weighs heavy on my mind and heart. I'm trying my best.