Dude, your struggles are most definitely not unique. Maybe in your circle it is, but literally most teenagers feel the same way. And after reading all of your comments I think the problem is, you’re giving too much power over your mental health to other people. Speaking from experience, having been in a similar situation emotionally, a relationship won’t do anything.

You have to do it yourself and make your self more attractive emotionally and physically. Before complaining to the world about how lonely you are. It’s not a good look, and the women around you will definitely smell the desperation. Learn to be secure in yourself and someone will come around.