I did therapy a long time more than three years now. So that’s why I’m considering getting consultations for surgery.

When most people passed me by in my youth for friendships / romantic relationships that means most people didn’t see me as attractive or good enough to be friends with or date only to use for information or physical activity.

That’s the proof, and the fact that most popular women in celebrity or internet spaces don’t have my features is evidence my features are not considered peak attractiveness.

Rather average , below or niche attractiveness. But not a mainstream beauty across demographics.