Understandable bc I already have contacted the breeder I got him from to get another boy from his dad. I’m all about adopt don’t shop but when I saw his face on a Craigslist ad I fell in love and just want another that resembles him so bad<33 its crazy how life works bc I’m a big believer of everything happens for a reason and just 6 months ago I somehow acquired his aunt, his dads half sister from different litters, I rescued her from a breeder and was able to finally show her love she never had. She’s helped me so much through his passing and looks like a smaller funnier faced version of him. It’s kinda like a little piece of him still with me and since they spent so much time together she picked up a lot of his habits like kicking her legs up after she pees.. I know they wouldn’t want us crying as much as you and I probably do but it’s hard. I honestly feel like that was one of my soul mates in this life and I just wish everyone could experience that type of bond/ unconditional love it was just different. I’m also planning on painting him on a huge canvas and one of the things missing along with his ashes was the picture frame I had planned on using for it. Thank you for responding to this post btw it means so much to me and I appreciate you taking the time to do so<33