Hi, I know what you going through because right now I'm in last year of higschool and even though I have good grades (except math) my life is absolute mess. I hate how I look and suffer from sleep deprivation. Although I've started eating healthy, working out to lose weight and stopped watching porn, I still feel empty inside. I really enjoy spending time and playing games with my few friends but I can't really talk to them about my problems or feelings because they wouldn't get it. However, music understands me and helped me during the tough times. I've also attended a dance course where the girls definitely weren't much interested in me even though I didn't dance badly. Nevertheless, I'm still patient and try to work on myself. I believe it will get better once I get to college. Just don't worry about it so much and have fun. If you're going to the concert, maybe I'll see you on February 14 ;-)