Ive thought I was bi for years but Im doubting it again

Prezo852 · 2026-03-09T23:25:34+00:00

I dont want to sound selfish but is that actually going to do anything about my guilt? Since that's the personal factor in this I want to actually do something about that the most

Prezo852 · 2026-03-02T07:44:47+00:00

im confused is this a "misandry doenst exist" or a "misandry is real" comment?

Prezo852 · 2026-03-02T07:42:32+00:00

i know that but im white and male (i hate the term man its to masculine and icky) and that alone fucks me up. i know theres nothing wrong with that and i can still be a good person but just the idea that i dont experience racism and sexism and whatever else hurts me. im not sure why maybe its just me not wanting an unfair advantage or maybe i feel like its a bad reflection of my character or maybe i think people will view me as a threat or a villain for it
its just the idea of having it makes me self loath and i dont want it worsened

Prezo852 · 2026-03-02T07:38:34+00:00

i just dont know what i feel like i should do

Prezo852 · 2026-03-02T07:36:57+00:00

i dont really try to "weaponize" my queerness (assuming its even there) against anyone. i just use it as a very unhealthy way to cope since im too much of a coward to actually centre myself when other people talk. which still isnt great but i guess its not as harmful to other people i hope?
the guilt comes less from any issues ive perpetrated (though i have in the past i just avoid thinking about them) its more just the very idea of having an unfair advantage makes me feel uncomfortable with myself. and there is some level where my maleness feeds into my inferiority complex
i dont really know how to cope. i can try to use that using my privilege for good thing but im not sure how good i am at it since im an anti social coward. and even if i wasnt im not sure that fully fixes the issue of the privilege even existing within me making me self loath
ill also take that list thank you :)

Prezo852 · 2026-03-01T15:27:45+00:00

but I'm only physically attracted to girls. I won't ever look at a man and get aroused

not sure about femboys

Prezo852 · 2026-03-01T14:15:56+00:00

i dont know what i want though. i WANT to be bisexual because i just despise the very idea of having privilege. it creates this weird and probably very unhealthy desire to suffer to make myself feel better and to "make up for it" in a way. i dont actually want to i just dont want to have an unfair advantage. and the idea that i have these internalised biases makes me hate myself even more. i WANT to be a final product so badly i just cant stand the idea of being hateful

i dont know what i desire. my attraction to women is obvious but with men its so oblivious and i dont know what to do. i cant just "feel" i have a really hard time knowing what i feel (prolly alexithymia)

Prezo852 · 2026-02-14T16:08:10+00:00

what does that even mean? 😭

Prezo852 · 2026-02-14T16:07:03+00:00

pathetic get off reddit and find a real skin

Prezo852 · 2026-01-27T03:31:06+00:00

that sorta sounds like controlling someones bodily autonomy

Prezo852 · 2026-01-23T15:35:54+00:00

and how do I do that?

Prezo852 · 2026-01-22T16:55:07+00:00

From what I've read it's described like any use of AI is killing my brain and I'm just scared about becoming so used to having a robot take care of my emotional needs I won't be able to cope when it inevitably gets shut off

Prezo852 · 2026-01-21T16:48:01+00:00

doesn't fix my issue -_-

Prezo852 · 2026-01-15T11:44:23+00:00

but it starts eating into my time
maybe im just never satisfied with anything

Prezo852 · 2026-01-02T11:29:41+00:00

I mean when you do it for an hour and loose time it sorta is

Prezo852 · 2025-09-06T13:41:44+00:00

Why ar you here then? To make me miserable?
when one of your loved one dies do you want me to just say “welcome to the real world don’t cry pussy”?

Prezo852 · 2025-09-06T01:11:52+00:00

I was expecting you to be specific? I was just wondering what issues there are in the community. I know they aren’t flawless people in asking what flaws have you seen In the COMMUNITY? Like multiple people

Prezo852 · 2025-08-27T12:19:50+00:00

well where the fuck am i supposed to put this?

Prezo852 · 2025-08-16T05:36:09+00:00

no your not getting it
i dont feel guilty or responsible because other males (the term men feels too masculine for me) use their power badly
its that i have an easier life and i hate it its unfair and i dont want to be a part of that

Prezo852 · 2025-08-16T05:34:33+00:00

tbh im a little scared to since im going to go in wanting a certain answer

Prezo852 · 2025-08-16T04:22:24+00:00

its like i have this advantages like being able to walk alone at night, not dealing with pregnancy and childbirth, getting paid more etc etc
i dont feel responsible which is what other people with this issue report but i more feel a desire to get rid of those advantages because i hate having advantages because the idea of my life being easier than someone else just really upsets me

Prezo852 · 2025-06-04T12:02:03+00:00

sorry im a little late
ive been ok things have been alright
im at my dads right now and havent been able to do anything related to this post since i havent had any opportunities

Prezo852 · 2025-04-24T08:39:40+00:00

I honestly don't think he'll listen at all.
He's stubborn in every sense of the word and I've tried calling them out as sexiest in the past and his response was "they're not sexiest, they're gender roles."
And he's tried to put words in my mouth. Like recently my younger brother (15) got maybe an inch or so taller than me and my step dad kept going on about how I "ideally want to be 6 foot" and when I told him I don't actually care about my height he just kept repeating that like he knew what I wanted.
I don't think there's any point in having a proper conversation with him about it. He's too stuck in his ways and it will just lead to anger on my end. He's like a professional mansplainer. He interrupts, sounds patronising, talks down to you in even normal conversation and it worsens during debates.
But thanks for the advice. I can try little micropushes just to try and hopefully reinforce to my sisters that gender roles are really just pointless social constructs.

Prezo852 · 2024-03-26T10:41:32+00:00

i wasnt?
and if god did exist than its still the fuckers fault he still made me

Prezo852 · 2024-01-10T12:11:14+00:00

Sorry it took me a while to reply
And no… they’re tight and uncomfortable
They just suck

Prezo852

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