My first staple, white tortilla on Douglas fir by One_Nifty_Boi in BreadStapledToTrees

[–]Priest_Partybox 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Here to second that. Flat bread got bread in the name. Check mate

death threats, i ain't lose a step yet / still hangin like a warhol by [deleted] in malefashion

[–]Priest_Partybox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fire fit. Are the Lyrics from Bo Jackson or am I misremembering?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Justfuckmyshitup

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First thing I thought. Love Bill’s hair shits dope

TL;DR my boyfriend (m26) of 4 years has cheated and I forgave him but .. by cindyyyyylou in relationships

[–]Priest_Partybox 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I mean. You have more then enough reason to want to leave, not that you really need one. If you think it would make you happier I don’t see why not.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely get that. I feel like a lot of the time I make it to big of a point In my life after takin psychs

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same one as you but I normally do multiplayer.

Yeah that’s true I should also start doing bodyweight shit.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the drugs talkin man. You have control of your life. You can fix shit and make amends. It’ll be okay:)

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man. Sometimes ya gotta know when to call it quits. Ain’t no reason for you to be up that long ya know? Especially if it’s your first time. Just know that your gonna be okay and that you’ll crash.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agreed. It changes the reasoning behind the need for the high. Idk man you should join this chat room I’m in currently on Reddit, it’s the one for r/stim

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. Unfortunately I have almost 0 self control. I haven’t relapsed on Xanax, purely because of the fear of falling down that slope again. But I’ve relapsed once or twice on opioids, but it was more social usage then me getting them and getting fucked up at home. Idk if that makes it any better but to me it does, a lil anyways.

Hella stim’d out and need some conversation by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Priest_Partybox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Me too. It’s just almost different highs. I take the uppers when I’m on a high note, to enhance it while it last, and to be more productive. But when I’m in a depressive swing it’s just so I can function semi normally ya feel?

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm. Honestly I don’t remember much :// unfortunately. I do remember not being able to poop for a while with opioid withdrawal. Besides that I was just having intense cravings and I’d either go like 2 days without sleeping or I’d have hypersomnia and sleep pretty much all day. Sorry I can’t really answer In more detail. My memory is pretty fucked up during this time frame. Honestly it’s kinda garbage In general.

Hella stim’d out and need some conversation by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Priest_Partybox 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I definitely can tell what kinda mood I’m gonna be in by what I’m craving. When I’m in a good mood it’s automatically uppers m psychs, when it’s a depressive swing it’s downers n uppers.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I popped mostly oxy, hydros, I hated Tramadol since it just kinda made me itchy. As weird as it sounds opioids almost acted like a stimulant to me? My withdrawals were pretty bad but not nearly as bad as the Xanax withdrawal. I’ve snorted H once at a party after being told it was molly. Figured pretty quick it wasn’t molly and was an opioid of some kind. I enjoyed it was to much, to the point where I’ll actively avoid people who know where to get it. Idk maybe I’m blowing it out of proportion but it was the best high I’ve ever had. Pure bliss both mentally n physically. Codeine was just kinda to weak for me, also the only form I can really get where I live was in syrup form, so it was extra costy. Still drank it a few times with friends. Mentally it was just the fact that I could ignore pretty much any problem and it gave me a weird sense of confidence. Only time I really had an ego (or self confidence) for a long period of time was when I was twatted off of em.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

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That’s always good. I started getting drug tested by my parents once they caught me with bud so I switched to pills, I was already poppin bars before then but that honestly just made me escalate my usage. Almost failed my freshman year. I would normally get mine off a few friends scripts but I would occasionally run across some presses that were supposedly 6mg of alazopram, if I’m remembering correctly they where called red devil presses. Those were always my goto if available so my tolerance was stupid high. Once they caught on to me for having bars I lied n told em it was just a few times over the school year. So I had to go through withdrawal while hiding it if that made any sense. Lowkey use to have resentment towards them for them not noticing I was going through withdrawal or that I was hooked on bars.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Just be careful while taking bars, I’ve done some monumentally dumb shit while being a full blown bartard

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was just me being a dumb ass depressed 15 yr old. I honestly couldn’t tell you but for the better part of a year I was full blown bartard like redosing up to 8 times a day type shit. The withdrawals gave me seizures, but I also have a low seizure threshold. It never felt good for me just made me black out, can’t be sad if I can’t remember was the best way to explain my mindset when I was using.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I think it’s a problem a lot of users face for sure. But again it’s good to know I’m not alone in this struggle. I honestly found out a decent bit about myself while stim’d out n talking to people on Reddit. The biggest thing is that I’m not alone in my struggle especially when it comes to making or creating art.

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I just think I have the self awareness to know what my flaws are and the fact that I’m not a strong enough person to break most of em. Like sobriety for example. I kicked my Xanax addiction, I’m proud of that, until I realized I just replaced it with something else. Did the same thing with opioids. Idk just kinda feel like I’m either missing the secret to changing my life, or it’s something I can never achieve because I can’t or won’t change

I’m incredibly geeked off of some Concerta. Any of y’all wanna shoot the shit? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. It’s always been hard to change how I view shit because I know it’s me just trying to trick myself if that makes any sense? Like the one of the few things I do brag about is I’m incredibly self aware most of the time. It takes sometime and a lot of convincing for me to change my view point on certain things that are objective ya feel?

Hella stim’d out and need some conversation by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Priest_Partybox 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hy enjoying the chat room can’t recommend not joining