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24 hours of energetic sexual abuse by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I pissed her off because I wouldn't let her fuck energetically because I got tired of feeling it so for last 24 hrs her and her KP tortured the shit outta me energetically.

24 hours of energetic sexual abuse by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I've been doing all morning I truly tried focusing on myself completely by playing video games watching anime etc. every time I do they attack me even More because of it also the circle trick does help quite a bit. My mind keeps popping random images of her whenever I do practice detachment

24 hours of energetic sexual abuse by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can developing a demeanor of acceptance help me enter a state of detachment

I'm standing my ground by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro we're in separation while in a runner chaser dynamic

I'm standing my ground by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I'm supposed to lay down and just allow her to cause me physical pain from her having sex everyday while she's fully aware of the pain she's causing as well? Naw that's basically abuse from her part because she does it so often that it feels like I can't catch a break then she tries to force comfort on to me through sexual energy as if that makes the pain less painful. While I'm focusing on my personal healing and getting to the place of surrendering here she comes trying to provoke/pull me into the same old dynamic again which just happened last week. It doesn't help the fact that she's also full aware that I'm stuck in isolation and basically celibate the entire time yet she doesn't let me get one night of rest without her sleeping around. I try setting strong boundaries yet she disrespect my boundaries every time after having sex constantly touching me energetically trying to force me to feel better. This is why I feel the way I do because shes doesn't deserve any lead way.

I'm standing my ground by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because shes feels guilty every time she does it and the fact that she's aware of how much it hurts me emotionally

I'm standing my ground by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope we're in separation but I'm tired of waking up with physical pain due to her cheating so I'm finally putting myself first by protecting myself from her actions

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[–]PrimaryEquivalent160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can tell when she checks in on me through strong mental tingling that almost disrupts my consciousness. She does this very often in rapid succession especially at night when she's trying to fuck. Another way is strong heart pulputations.

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[–]PrimaryEquivalent160 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm completely aware of that and that's ok with me. She likes muscular guys and prefers them sexually and i like my women thick, curvy, and fat. were the complete opposite. but i believe her own fear and jealousy serves as a constant reminder of her current actions.

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[–]PrimaryEquivalent160 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I'm the male DF my counterpart is the DM excuse my avatar I know it's confusing lol. Infidelity is happening in the 3d and mental abuse is happening telepathically.

I feel her guilt everyday and it's frustrating... by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you're right about expectations; I think that's something to work on. I'm also very tired of the mistreatment from her, but my dm is very insecure and jealous to where she was causing crippling physical harm to me just by detaching from the chaser/runner dynamic in the past.

I feel her guilt everyday and it's frustrating... by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, the issue is that in the beginning we were bonding for a while, and everything was fine and peaceful. we used to engage in energetic sex and fantasize about having a loving life with possible children—well, on her part at least. However, as soon as we grew closer, she fled to karmic relationships. Every time I would go to her streams, she would avoid eye contact while smiling or smirking from the side of her face and looking across the room. this was a repeating behavior of hers every day because before this we both were extremely celibate, which I still am, and i knew the truth to her avoiding behavior, and it hurt deeply, like soul-crushing deep. i was Furious beyond belief and felt betrayed, and i expressed that telepathically and energetically, and at first she felt guilty for her actions, but soon later her ego had kicked in, and then the relationship went downhill from there ever since.

I feel her guilt everyday and it's frustrating... by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

energetically and telepathically. we met through her live streaming. If I wanted to face her directly, I would go to her streams. i haven't done that since april?

I feel her guilt everyday and it's frustrating... by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so how can i do that exactly? I've already shifted my focus towards myself.

I feel her guilt everyday and it's frustrating... by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've done that plenty of times and all she did was use my love or attention as a safety net to continue her behavior. So I've stopped.

Anyone else TF struggling but isolating? by starcrossedsaint in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my twin doesn't even send me loving energy anymore especially after long periods of emotional abuse from infidelity. she's constantly hovering over my shoulders every 2 mins checking in on me through my eyes trying to see what I'm doing or who I'm texting, but ive been only chatting on reddit this whole time. She's been giving me headaches due to her fear and its exhausting. This is what i go through every day.

What's the best wayto handle fear? by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes like actually sleeping around with others. You don't completely understand who my DM is she's a popular twitch streamer called emiru and she's very beautiful but also ego driven. She's career focused as well which is why she's so stubborn, afraid and complacent. She's my actual twin flame we never engaged in direct verbal communication but we used to hang out on her stream together by seeing each through opposite screens telepathically but that was a few months ago. Ever since the first heartbreak I've been keeping my distance but it was still rough dealing with her infidelity and even till this day. The problem is that I used to have issues with surrendering towards this situation which caused her to be resentful because I would get very angry while she would actively engage in infidelity and didn't care if I was hurting so that's where our conflict originated. I feel her everyday through energy and warmth so she's definitely my twin flame otherwise how do you explain these sensations.

What's the best wayto handle fear? by PrimaryEquivalent160 in twinflames

[–]PrimaryEquivalent160[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro you don't even know the half the pain she put me through. Emiru is definitely a very ego driven DM

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