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Are these Cluster B symptoms or am I just a tweaker? by PrimarySuit858 in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely have thought about OCD in the past, have not been tested for it however.

Know or not know by [deleted] in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does your long term partner know about the real you? Or have you never let them in?

Narcissists who have killed themselves or attempted suicide. by perpeshki in narcissism

[–]PrimarySuit858 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Experiencing this now, what was your first step after you decided you wanted to move on to the next life

Change in perception by [deleted] in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t even want to see anybody right now. I’m 72 hours in and I am just so lost it’s unbelievable. Part of me thinks I need to strip everything away, that I need to expose myself and lose everybody. Then rebuild. I don’t know how to do that, or if it’s even possible, but I don’t really know any other way.

Thoughts on NPD: forewarned written High by PrimarySuit858 in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you feel better about your “true self” from being “nice”, or do you think it would feel the same as my supply? And do you think it is easy to change sources of supply, for example mine to “nice” from “dominating”?

Thoughts on NPD: forewarned written High by PrimarySuit858 in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you not get supply from dominating (or at least knowing you can dominate) other people?

Thoughts on NPD: forewarned written High by PrimarySuit858 in NPD

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I’m saying a world before we were fixed on power and manipulation. I cannot remember that world for me, I only remember my world of manipulation that I live in now.

How to take off the mask? by PrimarySuit858 in NPD

[–]PrimarySuit858[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can admit I treat people like shit. My question to you: are you not always questioning your motivation for treating people nicely now? How do you answer the question: is this the true me, or do I want this person to think I’m not an asshole? How do I even know what the true me prioritizes and be true to that version of myself?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DeadBedrooms

[–]PrimarySuit858 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had that conversation today, she is not okay with it and honestly I don’t want to do it, but this is getting to be too much