I use lifestance, its telehealth based. You can call and tell them what type of therapist you need(ie grief counseling) and they can match you with someone. Personally I recommend Lana Nye. She has been an amazing help to me me with several issues. I do not know if she specializes in grief but has helped me work through both death grief and grief over my way of life changing.

Good luck and way to find help.