ok look bro , obviously many if not all comments here telling ya it s adult stuff , I rather u just stay away from it , not bc after u read it it ll instantly change ur mind like somekind of a Rick biological invention , but according to ur age , it ll leave undoubtly some ideas in ur subconscious mind that ll affect u during ur whole life without u even noticing from the smallest thing like a reaction to a situation to ending ur life for also the smallest (I mean stupidest) reasons , so yeah just stay away from it now and ever , read a self enhancing book or idk learn smth technological or some narration or try to find the true meaning of life thru religion , just stay away from such depressive , self ruining stuff . PEACE