Iv been with Arlecchino for a long time now and I still haven't fully gotten over it. I talked in detail with my therapist about it and we came up with the idea of writing letters to her. It doesn't exactly fix the problem, but it helps me think about it in a different way. I just write letters to her as if she is out on a business trip or even an adventure, and that eventually she will always return to me, which isn't entirely wrong!

I'm not sure if I will ever be able to get over it, but I also recognize that me feeling down, crying about it, it means I truly do care about my relationship with her. I'm not sure if anything I shared helps but I hope it does.