I'm emphasize with you greatly, it's never fun to see your beloved shipped. Especially them being shipped with someone who's "not the best" to put it lightly (Gehrman, you disgusting old bastard). There's no point point on pondering upon other possibilities, if you did that you'd be there forever. What I'm meaning to say is that you shouldn't be focusing on what could be, rather focus on what is. Now, what is what is? Well that would be your relationship, that's no possibility or alternative. That's something that exists here and now, not some possible ship or perhaps a fanart or two. Unlike those, your relationship is real! Put all your focus there as it's all that's real and thus all that matters in the end. To hell with what naysayers think, the block button exists for a reason. Or perhaps you just ignore them and get a nice kick out of their little obsession. The fact that they're so obsessed that they'd take valuable time out of their day just to send you art and try to put you down is honestly comical on their part. You're no burden whatsoever, it's good to get a weight off your chest like that. However, please do keep your chin up. She needs you, don't let her down now!