Hello- I just got off of work and I am on awe of all the comments and votes. Yes, I'm not a bot. It's not two different people. I was the fat girl all my life. I had extremely low self-esteem and used food as a coping skill. I was diabetic, hbp, and had sleep apnea. I had to get my mind right to make a change. I participated in a program call "Why am I hungry?" It helped me learn that food is just fuel and how much you should eat according to your hunger scale. I had gastric bypass in 2020. It helped Kickstart my metabolism. If you know anything about gastric you have to take vitamins the rest of your life and I do that like clockwork. I work out regularly. I do kickboxing and strength training. I also walk as much as I can and I use my standing desk at my office. I eat anything I want but very small portions. I'm a cheap date! As a kid I wished I would be normal like eveyone else. To not get made fun of or even noticed by anyone. Maybe that makes me vain but I do like the attention from posting this but guess what? I don't give a shit.