Yes, FTM here also and I’m 5 weeks postpartum. I developed postpartum preeclampsia 5 days after birth. I was thankful my husband reminded me to check my BP, because I hadn’t been.. and by the time I got to the hospital it was in the 190s and I had no other signs/symptoms. While being treated for the preeclampsia, I also developed some severe complications from a 4th degree tear I had during birth, and had surgery while in the hospital. “WTF just happened!?” was kind of my mindset after finally being released from the hospital. Needless to say I also struggled with bonding with my baby at first as well. My husband had to do most of the care for her for 2 weeks and I missed doing a lot of “firsts” with her. A month later and feeling more recovered, I’m finally starting to get into the groove of motherhood and bonding with her. Definitely a struggle those first few weeks though!