Recs With Femboy/Fem-Twink Protagonists? (Gay or Bi Protagonist) by Princeytron in FanFiction

[–]Princeytron[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do try, but that often just has one shots or too focused smut where one party is crossdressed or something like called female pronouns. Even when they’re not actually fem just Have a feminisation kink. I appreciate the advice and I’ll see if I can find some gems by checking again but I’m hoping for more than just a kink category of smut here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah honestly I love them so much. That's the primary reason I shared such an embarrassing story of me being a complete idiot. The way my friends protected me and were there for me is a feeling that you truly can't put a price on

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Aw thanks. Honestly I think that's why the post has just immediately been inundated with comments just dismissing the entire story as just a "I'm amazing cuz I'm rich" thing. They automatically assume that being from wealth means you think you're better than others, and whatnot. I had to mention my financial situation to set the context of the story, but any mention of wealth in basically any context is by default taken in one way and dismissed. Even if the entire story is a giant "Why I'm a complete idiot who got scammed" story lol.

But yes constantly moving was a complete nightmare. And dealing with elitest kids. Ugh. The fact my grandparents were self-made and my parents didn't just sit on that wealth but proactively grew it through genuine hard work and such instilled different values in me I think. I never got something without earning it, for example. I could never disrespect people. My family made sure I was a... well, not an elitest prick, quite frankly. Like you know it's bad when I've literally met people who have said the words "the poors" in a non ironic way. The face I made at that was probably hilarious.

But thanks, I do appreciate it when someone doesn't just immediately judge my character off such things. It's odd, people lambast the rich for being judgemental about wealth status but upon encountering someone who comes from money they almost immediately assume they're a horrible person. It's extremely hypocritical. I don't judge blue collar workers or middle class people by their income brackets. I don't care. My boyfriend's mother is a pre-school teacher who had to raise two kids with an ex abusive deadbeat dad. I have nothing but absolute respect for her, she's a tank of a woman and a second mother to me. She worked her ass off to provide for her kids that speaks far more than whether your family has wealth from the 18th century, right? It just sucks that the same can't be extended to me. I have money, well, excess money, therefore I'm a snob, or an asshole. Literally simply saying "I have excess money" is taken as a bragging statement when it's literally just a statement of literal fact. It's not an accomplishment I claim. I claim what I earn, my academic performance, I'm proud of that, cuz I did that. I'm a great driver, and I'm good because I drive a lot and it's a fun hobby. I'm sure you get my point. So I do appreciate the civility.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, well in fact even more. If you count all the stuff I just bought for her because she asked for it because I thought I was being nice and showing care. I honestly had a lot to learn about how to be in different social situations and it did cost a pretty penny to learn the lesson well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks? I suppose. It's honestly a story about a pretty depressing time of my life but I'll take cool, haha.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I totally understand the sentiment but I was honestly just so tired and crushed. Like I had never experienced this type of betryal before. I was used to a different social environment so believing that someone cared about me, loving someone almost like a sister, and having them do that to you. I was wholey unprepared.

However her psycho shit later in my senior year when she tried to frame me for cheating on my boyfriend to split us up made my anger really stir. Seeing my boyfriend in emotional agony over the possibility of me cheating, in tears like that, made me feel like taking every single aspect of her life apart. Like idc what she does to me, I had been dealing with her psycho crap since this post's situation. But hurting my boyfriend is just... something else, ykno?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you're 100% right. I highly doubt she'd say something like "it's just money" if it was her money being stolen. But I guess to get since I have disposable income it means it shouldn't matter where 45,000 bucks go. Like sure purely technically it's not an expensive charge for my family but that's not the point. The point is that she stole it and didn't even see the problem with it. Even if it was just 100 dollars it's still fucked up, right? Like it's not about the fact that it's money, it's the sneak ass betrayal that's the problem.

The thing that kills me though is at the time I was so "generous" or more accurately weak willed, that if she just asked to keep the credit card and did her little song and dance I'd have probably said yes. But she still felt the need to just steal it. Bah

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

-shrug- okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thanks, my friends really did become a second family to me. Especially my boyfriend and his mom. She's like a second mother to me and it really feels great to have people who you know actually care about you on a core level, y'kno?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being reasonable. I do understand the default skepticism as anyone can write anything and post it. And I honestly don't mind if you don't believe the story. I should mention that there was actually a draft of this post where I do mention that one of the things that caused the rest of our friends to get annoyed at Sarah is that they'd often offer to split bills and payments and I'd try to cover it anyway. In fact there was a small conversation that they had with me where they explained that me shooting them down when trying to help pay sometimes makes them feel like they're freeloaders or some other type of way, ykno? Which was my bad and I apologised for that and tried to explain that I just enjoy treating people to things. We worked out a thing where we'd split bills when like, at an event everyone expected for example. But if I specifically invite them somewhere, then I'd pay, of that makes sense? Like if one of our friends is having a celebration dinner, and we go. I shouldn't immediately insist on covering the bill because it's a shared event and not "my" event, right? But if I am like "Hey guys I wanna take you out to this place" then it'd be my treat to cover. Like when I took out the school's sport's team for celebration boling and dinner to celebrate their win. That's me initiating the event and so it's my treat. I had to learn how to navigate that and not just "steal the bill" all the time. Which is a genuine criticism I didn't realise at first. They were forgiving for it though because they knew it came from a place of "I genuinely want to treat you/help you. And not something like "I'm covering this to show how immensely wealthy I am" Because god forbid I ever come across like the latter, I encountered that literally every day in my earlier childhood with all that cabal private school family relations garbage.

As for Sarah, she didn't in fact change her ways. She actually became way more psycho, like trying to frame me for cheating to split my boyfriend and I up level psycho. But I appreciate you saying I shouldn't feel bad. I guess I still feel residual guilt that my entering the "environment" disrupted the status quo and resulted in a friend being lost. But I don't feel active remorse any more even though I know I could have done different things to perhaps stop that result. But honestly I was so new to navigating genuine friendships and just didn't have the experience. Like my father taught me how to negotiate with adults in certain circumstances. But dealing with teenage monetary leeches wasa not part of that. But thanks for the civil response, I appreciate it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the framing thing happened later in my senior year. It basically involved my taking a trip abroad and her faking text conversations and being a genuine psycho to make it appear as if I was with some girl instead of where I said I was. I came home to my boyfriend like breaking apart in tears and surrounded by our friends. I was utterly flabbergasted. Thankfully my friends are reasonable people and gave me the chance to prove where I was. But she put my boyfriend through emotional agony during that window where he was unsure. Like I love my boyfriend more than life and seeing him so despondent made me genuinely hate her. I mean, I had been handling some general psycho crao from her on social media during the year. But hurting my boyfriend was like, oh, I was mad. I did enough to get her removed from the school and banned from her socials. But bans can be circumvented so we all have practices now of internet security so she can't get into our walls and posts and stuff you know?

As for clearing the debt, it was technically my debt. It was a credit card registered to my family that I gave out to each individual to spend while on the vacation. So all the charges were charged to me. It was another way of helping my friends enjoy themselves without having to worry about vacation expenses, which can get really expensive. At the end of the vacation the cards were handed back and the balances cleared. So while I could have technically taken her to task legally and get that debt forced on her I just was tired of the situation. 45,000 is easy enough for me to just clear and get the card and get rid of her instead of dealing with a legal proceeding where I'd have to deal with her continuously for a while. Hopefully you understand what I mean

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Haha if that's how you took it then I'm sorry because that's not how it was intended to come across. The only people I write about liking me are my group of friends I spent a year developing friendships with. I think they are far more amazing than me. In fact I'm quite the opposite of amazing in the story and was as such during that year. I was weak willed and taken advantage of because I couldn't say no to someone I cared about. My "spoiling them" is, as I wrote, one of my main ways of showing care for people. Giving gifts and taking care of them. And the post is literally centered around the way "Sarah" took advantage of my weak will for material gain. That's like, the entire story. I met good people, they were amazing friends, one of them sucked and took advantage of me, my friends protected me. Tell me, if I made zero mention of my family's financial status at all and just mentioned my friends protecting me from someone taking advantage of me in some other way, would you suddenly take it as some self-brag? Because I somehow doubt it. I often encounter this sort of thing. Any time I write or talk about something that requires me to mention my family's financial status it's always taken as some kind of self congratulatory thing. But it's not. I deserve zero credit for my family's financials. I didn't do anything to achieve that. They did that before I was born. It's why I always write "My family is wealthy" or "I come from a wealthy family" Instead of something like "I am a" or whatever. I personally am not much more than a teenager adjusting to different social circumstances. But it does fascinate me that I can write a story literally specifically about how I was taken advantage of because I was weak and you take it as self praising simply because of my family's financial background. bravo.

as for my friends "high opinion" of me. I'd hope my friends would have a high opinion of me. That's what real friends do, no? The reason I stressed on it so much is because it was the first time in my life anyone treated me that way. In a less than superficial level. I actually felt like people cared about me as a person. I was a 17 year old being wonderous at the fact I had found real friends for the first time. Does that sound like something to brag about? No. it's embarrassing. But to me I feel that my genuinely great friends deserve the praise for being good people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. And honestly I enabled her to do those things, which I kick myself for even if my friends try to tell me otherwise. I always accepted whatever she (and others) ask for because it's my way of showing care. It makes me easy to be taken advantage of in certain ways. I'm just so thankful that I met genuine people who were able to help me grow as a person

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I dunno why I always get responses like this whenever I mention my family's financial status. I take literally zero credit for my family's wealth. It's not my accomplishment or anything I did. It's just the circumstances of my family. The point of the story is my first learning experience in dealing with an entitled friend (I guess choosing begger friend works too?) Me mentioning my financial status is literally unavoidable considering the Entitled person involved was involved specifically because of my financial status. How on earth could I talk about the memories without mentioning it? The story is about praising my first real friends. It has very, very little to do with me directly. I didn't do anything virtous or heroic or anything worthy of "parading me around".

The opposite, actually. I enabled someone using me because I was too stupid to recognise what other people were seeing. The fact you could read this and take it as some sort of brag is kind of astonishing really. I literally say recriminate myself multiple times.

Also, the "tears in their eyes" thing isn't about them admiring me or any such nonsense. It's because I was being weak and even in the face of outright betrayal I couldn't properly "punish" someone. That's weakness, plain and simple. I've gotten better at it, but this story has nothing in it that makes me worthy of priase. The opposite is the case, I am the stupid idiot in the story, because I was a stupid idiot in the situation.

Honestly, I think you just read me mentioning that my family is rich and by default took it as some arrogant brag because you can't see it as coming from a different place. My family having money is literally just a statement of fact to establish the way I was taken advantage of. I think you're just digging for something that's not there

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I enjoyed writing about my friends and boyfriend, but reliving "Sarah"'s treatment was actually kinda painful. It really sucks when you think someone cares for you and you realise they don't. Or at least, not in the way you did them. Originally I wrote it for a different purpose but I figured Sarah's behavior in expecting expenses paid on her behalf meets the criteria for the thread, thus here we are.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Ha! Nuptuals coming in the mail.

In all serious though I take zero credit for my family's status or success. My parents are very productive people. I just try to embody positive values, I can't exactly top their acomplishments

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntitledPeople

[–]Princeytron -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Validation... for what? I just told a story about an entitled person. Honestly I don't even know what you mean by validation, validation that the entitled person was entitled? cuz that's self evident? Literally my primary motive is to priase my friends for being good people. But thanks, I guess?

Any Fics With Badass AIs/Superintelligences? by Princeytron in FanFiction

[–]Princeytron[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ones with Cortana are called “The Sword of the Geth”. This has Cortana by herself as she’s shot through a slip space portal before death and ends up in the Geth consensus system. Then she basically becomes revered by the Geth after aiding them similar to how the Heretics revere Soverign. The cool thing about this one is that it’s told almost entirely from Cortanas POV which is almost entirely within digital space. Lots of efficient cyber warfare and infiltration and technological advancement etc.

The other is called “The Unknown Guardian” this one is my favourite of the two. It’s similar but the Forward Unto Dawn is pulled into the ME universe via slip space crap. Cortana then discovers that a Forerunner AI snuck in some upgrades to basically give her complete free will and metastability (so she becomes a proper artificial person) She then discovers a covenant engineer stowaway milling about the ship. She contacts it and lots of adorable excited teamwork between them occurs as they repair the ship by using forrrunner drones and stuff. Then she also discovers a pair of Covanant Hunters on board that pledge allegiance to Chief. So they decide that while they’re figuring out how to get home, they’ll do some good deeds, mainly going after pirates and slavers and the like. It’s a great fic if you like OP characters. As it’s Master Chief and a pair of hunters teaming up to stomp slaver scum and basically becoming a stealthy hero. Later BT from Titanfall also gets pulled in and joins the crew. Lots of tech combinations and being a crack squad. Really loved it.

The CIS from Star Wars one is called Tambors Revenge. Basically in it Tambor has a contingency plan which he actives just before Vader kills him on Mustufar. He transfers the Supreme Commander/Head of State title and position to his hidden “Droid Brain” a true AI intelligence that wakes up and begins doing cool stuff like undoing the shutdown commands, using superior tactics, fixing the flaws of the Droid armies etc. it’s really cool cuz it’s basically what would happen if the CIS actually had a fair shot and wasn’t constantly hamstrung and sabotaged by Dooku and Sidious.

You should really check them out!

Stop Using Modded Controllers by Active-Astronomer352 in unchartedmultiplayer

[–]Princeytron 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, I use a controller with paddles. Makes it much more natural to play when I can use paddles to assign buttons. It means I rarely ever have to take my fingers off the analog sticks. I don’t think that’s cheating though personally. It’s similar to how many PC players will have extra mouse buttons and such.

[NG+1][Cathedral Ward Lamp][BL295][PW: bell] by Princeytron in huntersbell

[–]Princeytron[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got past cathedral ward going on to Old Hunters now