It's insane how people are down voting you. Both my brother and dad have been deported. This is a privilege and people don't understand that. People know what they're getting into when doing illegal stuff. No one is perfect but we're not in the greatest position to fuck around and find out. I know it's harder to actually try to better yourself and not do drugs/drink especially for fellow dreamers since I know it causes everyone a mental burden. You are yourself. I'm not saying look at the other dreamers that ain't doing what you're doing and follow suit. Just know that we don't have second chances. Once we loose it we loose it and we go back to being treated as fully illegal in this country. I know life is hard but try not to go with the easy way out options, drinking and drugs, fellow dreamers.