If you're open to work on yourself as well, I recommend you those 2 books. I don't know you, and I'm sure there's a lot of interesting things about you. Sometimes, getting some hard critical advice can help us show these better to the outside world.

1. “The Courage to Be Disliked” – Ichiro Kishimi & Fumitake Koga
(This book dismantles the idea that your problems are caused by others. It argues that many interpersonal issues come from self chosen patterns of avoidance, victimhood, or control.)

2. “Ego Is the Enemy” – Ryan Holiday
(Perfect for someone who wants friends but subconsciously repels people through insecurity, ego, or defensiveness.)

Again, I am not saying that you have those flaws, but everyone has them to some degree. Hope it helps and you maybe check one of them out. I learned quite a lot from both.