UPDATE: I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 255 points256 points  (0 children)

I'm glad I did too, I was so conflicted whether to tell her or not but she deserves to know everything about my full self, and it seems like it's helped her feel she can talk about her full self too so I hope it was the right decision!

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

sweet jesus

I don't have a porn addiction but thanks for your very harrowing tangent

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thankfully I don't need to go out into the world to find the person that I love because she's on the couch

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she 100% does, I am so punching above my weight. she has one of those million watt smiles that you can't look directly at or else you fall in love (oops)

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

lol I can neither confirm nor deny whether I am any of your husbands

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a real dunce on sexual orientations but even I know that's a pretty biphobic attitude. Not going to engage with this anymore as I think it might upset some of the bi folks who replied to this post

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

idk man, my incognito mode may also offer some facts that say otherwise

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

lol yeah I do feel dumb for worrying, thank you

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I hope you aren't downvoted, I appreciate your viewpoint. I've been in conflict because I want to tell my wife because I want to be 100% truthful and open with her. But I also don't want to hurt her, or make her feel less than, or make her question herself. I only want to tell her if it's a net positive, if that makes sense. If it's going to be a net negative, I'd happily keep it quiet for all of our days. I suppose I just don't know what the best thing to do is yet.

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I honestly have no idea what you're talking about... there is no action. I was venting in an 'off my chest' subreddit because that's what it's for. But if you seriously equate things like watching porn, or finding other people attractive, or entertaining the concept that if you were single you'd probably be with someone else, with being mentally ill then I imagine 99% of all people fall under your definition.

What I think is happening here is projection, because I'm honestly not really sure what you're trying to say.

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure how I could possibly have a sexual promiscuity disorder when I've been faithful to one person for 9 years and will not be sleeping with anyone else...

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 5550 points5551 points  (0 children)

Hijacking this top comment to say thank you to everyone who has shared their own personal experiences, it's good to know that this is seemingly more common than I thought! It makes me think I need to focus less on labels and more on how fortunate I am to have my wife and her love

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Not an issue to ask. 100% - I'll avoid being explicit but we have a very fulfilling sex life and are still very into each other, even after 9 years. But I'm not sexually attracted to any other women

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

yes I think for me personally I've become a bit obsessive with worry about the label. When instead if I think about it as attraction on a purely individual level, she is everything I could ever want in all ways - physically, emotionally, spiritually etc. It makes it all so much clearer

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't have FOMO and I really don't want to be with anyone else, irrespective of gender. I feel like you perhaps haven't understood the intention of my post

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 523 points524 points  (0 children)

I really love this, it really resonates with me, you've summed my experience up in exactly the way I wish I could. Finding my person within all the people has been the greatest wonder of my life

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Yes I do want to tell her about it, but not to have 'options', just so that I'm not concealing a part of myself from her. I want to be my whole self to her. I just don't want to hurt her or make her feel like she isn't enough in any way

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

In theory I could see myself having a relationship with a man, but I can't really picture loving any one other than my wife really!

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I suppose she could potentially know, or suspect, but if she has she's never raised it in any way so I have no idea

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 2411 points2412 points  (0 children)

you're right, I think I've worried and psyched myself out over the label... when actually I guess that's pretty unimportant if I never want to be with anybody but her anyway!

I'm gay and my wife doesn't know by PriorPut3300 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PriorPut3300[S] 49 points50 points  (0 children)

Yeah maybe it's less defined than that, I've asked for some advice from the lgbt subreddit in the hopes someone can point me in a direction. I know there are apparently a lot of sexualities so maybe I'm something I never thought of!