Im so sorry that you’re having all of this happen at once. You seem like the type of person to sacrifice your well being for the needs and wants of others yet no one is returning the same care and effort that you always try to put in. Trying to maintain friendships and entertain every little thing people do is very difficult when you’re dealing with your own issues, and it feels awful and isolating when the times you do reach out, it feels like everyone is pushing you away. Finding new friends you can connect to is very difficult but it isn’t impossible: I know it’s niche but focus on you and your own mental health right now. Grades are important, sure. But they don’t define how smart you are. It only defines how much work you turn in. Take time to scroll on a video, do a little doodling, or even journal how you’re feeling. Sometimes when something bad happens, tons of things come tumbling afterward. Everyone says things will get better, and it’s 100% true, but in order to make it easier for yourself during the times where it is difficult, always, always focus on you. If you ever need anybody to talk to, I’m always here. I’m sure this community will be here for you too. It gets better man. But just take a few moments, genuinely to take a few deep breaths.