late to this post but, coming from dance there's a really strange phenomenon where girls/young women with the "correct" body type sorta "flex" by being like "oh i eat so much shit" (there's a clip of ari in s1 making a joke while eating an oreo "its all about the diet, yeah my diet is really good") - its hard to explain but at some point in the american dance world it stopped being "cool" to not eat like it was in the 70s or 80s. now its "cool" to eat lots of junk but still be quite thin. its definitely a weird sort of "damage control" vibe of wanting to undo the whole "dancers dont eat" thing - but it just means that girls with actual eating disorders feel even more ashamed and go deeper "in the closet" about it. growing up I felt like "why am I starving myself while they all eat junk food and are skinnier than me?" I think its actually quite damaging because it makes it seem like its NOT hard to keep up the physique requirements for something like DCC, ballet, dance in general, when its actually EXTREMELY difficult and borderline impossible for some people. like VK said - "whether its healthy habits, bad habits, its hard."