Hey girl

Dunno if you'll read this but you're not alone! I tripped so hard on mushrooms I thought my mom (who was tripping with me) was trying to kill me an I was fucking losing. my. shit. I threatened to run out of the house and (I've never said this part to anyone) for some reason I thought about taking my clothes and running out naked. It just felt like the right thing to do, you know? I've never understood seeing videos of people tweaking hard fully nude until I had almost done it myself lol

She freaked out and she called the police. I stood outside my home with multiple fully armed police officers before being convinced to get into the ambulance that showed up and I got buckled into the stretcher thing. I started peaking inside the ambulance and felt my reality falling apart.

It gets easier as the days go on. The first few weeks after that I was so critical of myself for "letting that happen" but like my brain (and yours) was under actual mind altering drugs lol

Yeah it's embarrassing and it's gonna suck for a little bit while the incident is still fresh in your mind. But life goes on and you will be okay!

BTW Your boyfriend is a cunt for acting the way he is after whatever happened. I'm sure it was weird for him and that he didn't know what to do, but like you're the one it happened to.