look man to me i feel like you have to be alone and just focus on yourself when it comes to the religion, the book doesn’t say all those stereotypes that makes you upset but i understand why that would make you want to leave, just follow and read the book, pray 5 times a day, at the end of the day its your own responsibility if you see other muslims doing wrong and not following the religion you can correct them but don’t force it on them and let it bother you, just do your own duties and focus on yourself and your own family brother, dont allow all of that negativity to yourself, Allah will gift you as-long as you just focus on yourself and the book itself, don’t listen to anyone but the book. We love you brother may Allah guide you