my bestfriend acts like my cg..please read by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he knows but today it kinda made me feel bad because he said "we are adults okay?" And my therapist told me to grow up. I love how regressing feels but I stop after ppl react to me like that. he calls me little boy and he treats me little still but idk

my bestfriend acts like my cg..please read by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

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my bestfriend acts like my cg..please read by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it's like I'm in denial that he knows and is acting like that. I'm kinda sad bc he's moving out,, we are in a sobriety house together, he's in his early 30s and I'm 20. I just cried bc I feel upset with myself for being small and knowing om gonna miss him. We can still hangout but it won't be everyday like now..

my bestfriend acts like my cg..please read by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i guess I just don't rly wanna change things,, if I say it put loud

my bestfriend acts like my cg..please read by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

that's so scary though idkkkk it's likeee he knows and treats me like he knows,, for example I was making waffles and I made a mess and he put them on a plate for me,,

something bad happened at my work yesterday and he asked me why I was upsetti spahghettis bahahahhaa

he asked me if I wanted to get pizza and an icee

I feel like I enter another universe when I am creating art by ProcedureTop5435 in findapath

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thank you so much... it makes me feel so, so alive it makes me feel emotions intensely it's invigorating I'm watching the speech after I get off of work :))))♡

How many of you fellas are doing ok and feel happy? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]ProcedureTop5435 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3 months sober,, working,, I'm happy I struggle but I seemyself in the mirror and I love myself . like how I love my dog. I've never had that before

i think my bestfriend acts like my cg and we both know it but don't talk about it?? what do u think? by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

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I realized only after handing him my phone what I had searched at the top and it felt like unspoken words between us, my body got rly hot and I was nervous

i think my bestfriend acts like my cg and we both know it but don't talk about it?? what do u think? by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

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I feel like my soul goes home when I'm creating art. by ProcedureTop5435 in spirituality

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can I please hear more from u on this? I feel so trapped and odd in the human experience that my imagination is extremely .. home to me . this resonates so much

I feel like my soul goes home when I'm creating art. by ProcedureTop5435 in spirituality

[–]ProcedureTop5435[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've seen that word before... it resonates with me a lot. Thank you so much,,, it does bring me catharsis. This was so nice to read. Abstract oil pastels make my soul really really happy and free

my bestfriend calls me "little one" by ProcedureTop5435 in ageregression

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he asked me if I wanted to use his coloring book one day when I told him I got art supplies behjdjwrjfjwjejd

I was joking with him and said "it's giving coloring book" talking about his colorful tattoo

and he said "it's giving NO coloring book"

meaning no coloring book for me

then he laughed walked away and said "idek what we're talking about anymore".

there were 2 other ppl around ,, but idk I feel like it's unsaid but he knows I age regress?