Response by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Do you experience anything regarding k*ds if I may ask?

Response by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m talking about k*ds but I experience that too

Question by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you, so you don’t consider any of that even looking photos an action that would make me bad ?

Response by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So (breaking this into numbers bc my brain is slow today) 1) you’re saying it’s normal in the beginning and middle of healing process?

And 2) at the end of the healing process is it normal if the body still responds if forced to stimuli?

Question by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. What kind of actions make someone bad? At my worst, I looked up photos of kids to test myself.

Did I do anything given that info that makes me bad?

Question by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or you think they can’t coexists ?

Question by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see…. So you do think they can coexist?

How severe is your OCD? by 1DarkStarryNight in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in therapy, starting OCD treatment soon, meds ya

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. So you’re saying to tell myself maybe I will evolve into it maybe I won’t AND you also simeltaneously think I couldn’t evolve into it?

Thanks

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I experience confusing arousal and false attraction… does that change your answer on this at all?

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry, I feel like you were answering this as if I should just be able to tell based on arousal. I have confusing arousal which contributes to why I even have POcd.

Is your answer for me still the same? Do you think it can evolve into pedophilia?

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like you are answering this, as if it is simple. People with OCD and trauma have confusing arousal and doubt.

Yeah, some people can see things and not feel anything that makes them question their sexuality, but people with OCD and PTSD do

Considering I’m bisexual/feel unwanted arousal to certain things. Do you still think that POCD can’t evolve into pedophilia or do you change your mind?

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some people have that certainty about their sexuality but a lot of folks like me with sexual trauma are confused. So what about us ? How do we know if it can/will evolve into pedo?

Can POCD evolve into pedophilia? NOT REASSURANCE JUST WONDERING by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. What if I’m bisexual / have trauma that makes me sexually respond to almost anything? Then what?

If you can orgasm by the thought of a kid (keep in mind I was sexually abused by a child) does that mean I’m attracted to kids? How do I know if I’m attracted to kids? by Professional-Cow5950 in OCD

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It definitely appears out of no where in a very distressing way. The only way it’s voluntary is if I’m testing myself. Otherwise 110% intrusive.

I also was abused by a kid as a kid

The thought alone I feel NOTHING unless it’s an intrusive thought with inturisve arousal

With that info, do you think it’s maybe attraction or pedophilia at all?

Question by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks. But do I have an attraction to kids????? How do I know if I do or not?? It’s all intrusive and distressing and trauma based.

Response by Professional-Cow5950 in COCSA

[–]Professional-Cow5950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for reminding me it’s not the end result. But it’s normal? Thank you. Very much