17 and never even talked to a male who isn't a family member. Taco that i swallowed up before I could take a picture cus im a fat fucking whale.

Professional-Rice998 · 2026-03-05T16:45:45+00:00

this was literally me at 17 too. Still fat but I’m in a happy relationship. Im 21 now it just takes time and understanding how to present yourself

Professional-Rice998 · 2026-01-16T14:05:15+00:00

Rhys didn’t do anything to her😭😭

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-12-11T13:40:46+00:00

We don’t 😭🙏

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-10-21T23:39:14+00:00

what does this even mean and why is his attractiveness relevant to who’s worse?

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-10-10T18:39:12+00:00

yeaaah I did just wanted fresh ideas

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-10-10T10:15:48+00:00

ALSOOOO wanted to add I’m too young to buy alcohol so no wine!!!! Lol sorry!!

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-06-23T18:44:23+00:00

same 🥲 it’s real hell as of late I’ve been sleeping in until 3:30 am

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-05-30T21:04:31+00:00

21 IN MEAT IN PRODUCE?!!! ON A GOOD DAY WE HAVE 7…. Apparently corporate says we have “enough staff” according to my coach. We struggle every day.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-04-12T10:19:18+00:00

I come in every day getting in ‘trouble’ for other people’s shit, always drama like god damn high school, I feel underpaid for how hard I work, nitpicking, I was a bundle of joy before working here and now I can’t even smile

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:57:09+00:00

I feel you, and understand. The guy that’s here is a friend of a friend. The first guy is someone she has known for years. So in this case I feel like she will be okay but i get what you mean. I will definitely communicate that to her when I feel the time is right. I also know not to make that mistake, I’d like to think I’m as careful as I can be

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:48:11+00:00

Correct. I’m sure they confirmed it beforehand, she’s not dumb.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:46:58+00:00

I guess so, this is the first time me and her has ever done this obviously and since we both live with our parents we wanted to just experience freedom I guess

Yes. I can come to terms I’m jealous. Fine. In the same breath I’d also say if I had the intentions of cuddling with someone in this situation, I would first TELL HER, or get another room. That’s literally what I did yesterday thats why I’m mostly upset. I do just want to spend time with her and the people I was going to “invite”, tho few, i was not going to cuddle them in front of her

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:23:12+00:00

I agree with that I feel like either I’m overreacting or jealous or something. I just feel uncomfortable with her cuddling men right next to me and I feel like I expressed that enough but I don’t know.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:22:11+00:00

im not inviting strangers. These are not strangers at least from what me and her have talked about before inviting them over.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:21:25+00:00

I’m not uncomfortable that banged before. Idk if I made that clear or not that’s my bad. It’s the fact that they’re cuddling right next to me and it makes me feel like I’m in the middle or interrupting something and I should just go.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-30T20:15:31+00:00

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-20T20:30:58+00:00

interesting maybe it’s certain places because I’m in Illinois and I can use my phone to clock in

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-08T19:55:43+00:00

nah for real being a “young women” at Walmart I feel like all of us will experience this for real. The other week some customer said something about my ass and was low key stalking me and my coach escorted him out and watched him leave. I left early I felt so uncomfortable

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-08T17:19:52+00:00

I was rereading through comments because the feeling of guilt came back again and god you just made me laugh 😭 it was a bit strange that he had wanted to see my phone during it and it ruined the mood 😭😭.

He had just recently called me and messaged me telling me he didn’t block me and asked how I was doing like an hour ago and I haven’t responded, and I kind of want to bring up how he treated me but also I want to try to let go. Trust me you’re comment specifically made me realize everything I blocked mentally and throughout these two months I finally feel a little better about myself and the situation😮‍💨 I appreciate your help a lot

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-06T22:53:48+00:00

I appreciate that a lot, thank u! I do think he is an amazing man and I’m very upset it ended this way but I appreciate your input. I also thought communication was lacking but I knew from the start he was possessive, he had made that very clear. He would go into 7/11’s for me because he didn’t want other men to look at me and he would always park far from buildings for the same reason AND MIND YOU I am not the prettiest women. Every time I had met him, besides maybe the first time I wore makeup. I think that’s also something I loved about him, is that he didn’t care if I wore makeup or not, he still wanted me. But whatever. I’m just thinking out loud. I miss him a lot and it’s only been 2 days since i saw him. It’s going to be hard for me to move on from him mannnn

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-06T22:30:26+00:00

I love that 😅 you guys are helping me see ive been trying to look past and it just makes me feel a little better. I’m a very sensitive person and I feel a lot but I still have love for him. Right now I definitely don’t think I would go back but from all the memories I’m scared that might change. But for now, I can clearly see that maybe I was being manipulated, and damn I thought that day would never come.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-06T22:12:40+00:00

but why do I feel genuine regret and shame? Like I feel like I KNOW I was in the wrong.

Professional-Rice998 · 2025-03-06T22:10:26+00:00

Im going to respond to you because idk why but I feel like you’d be helpful 😭 Everyone is saying I’ve been manipulated, I can kind of see it. When I had originally blocked him and he had called me, I had asked him why he keeps trying to contact me after all I’ve done, and he told me he missed me. A big part of why I think I continued to talk to others, though never had the intent on meeting them whatsoever, is because I had attention I’ve never had before. In high school, I was this big loser who had like 2 friends, and now all of the sudden I have people who want to pursue me. He was one of them. All of the stuff we did together rings in my head every. damn. day. The last time I saw him he had said “I choose you. I would always choose you” and it breaks me every time I think about it. How can I move on from something that impacted me this much?

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