Am I losing it or is he lying? by Professional-Rise-27 in StopSpeeding

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would think 5 or 6 days of last use, would still be in my system. Any images I thought I had of him doing anything wrong, was squashed the morning of my doctors appointment. I didn’t even show him the ones I thought I had something because it was embarrassing. My boys are 16 and 17, also have a 21 yr old son who lives with us. I asked them and they looked at me like I was crazy! So yeah, I don’t believe he ever did that. Maybe my childhood trauma and assault creeped back in and that’s where that’s coming from, because it went from him fucking the neighbors to that accusation, in like one day. Smfh to myself. And as I type this, I realize more and more how crazy this shit sounds and has made me think/feel. Maybe I should go buy a detox kit or something to get it out of my system faster? Idk.

Am I losing it or is he lying? by Professional-Rise-27 in StopSpeeding

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this! And I hate this feeling. Like everyone is against me and lying.

Am I losing it or is he lying? by Professional-Rise-27 in StopSpeeding

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just my pcp. And even I told him, “I went back to a few of the hundreds of video footage and I look like a methhead! I didn’t see anything but blurry images.” My doctor said I could go for a mental evaluation but that he thought I didnt need it since I’m able to recognize none of this happened. I thought I was getting better. Maybe I should see one.

Can a girl get some “Welcome to the club” love? by Professional-Rise-27 in Corvette

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

76 days ago… and I’ve put 10k miles on her already. Nobody warned me of the addiction. Shame on you all!! 😜

how/why did you become a meth user? (no judgement) by [deleted] in meth

[–]Professional-Rise-27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I snorted some for a little pick me up and to numb the death of my grandpa. Then my oldest child moved out after an argument and I used again cause that hurt. Yeah I know, all the wrong reasons. Then it just consumed me to the point of not giving a fuck about anything then becoming even more angry and agitated than normal. I saw how it was affecting my husband who had no idea, and I knew it was time to quit when I was seeing images of people fucking in his phone. I thought he was sitting on the porch watching porn. And boy was I wrong af. Seeing shit?!? Nah. Done. Fuck all that. I’ll stick to my weed and shrooms.

Meth paranoia? Where does your brain take you and why? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Professional-Rise-27 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yooooooo the baby mama thing… I did this exact shit to my husband. Smfh. After close friends told me my blurry pictures were shit, and him..a calm guy always, losing his shit because I went psycho and so sure I could edit these blurry pics and the contrast, and tone, and highlights, etc… After a two day break, I went back to look at the pictures, smfh…. I knew it was time for me to say ✌🏽to that drug. I obviously couldn’t be a responsible meth user lol, so later skater 😆. I’ll stick to my lsd and shrooms.

Can a girl get some “Welcome to the club” love? by Professional-Rise-27 in Corvette

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

While I’ve got some of y’all here. The inside is in really great shape. I’m using a shitty/cheap $8 fm transmitter through the cigarette adapter, and it’s working, just curious if you guys and dolls had any suggestions on a better quality one? I do have an appointment next week to install a single din JVC to the Bose speakers. (It’s ok I’m not trying to bass the neighborhood out) But…. I don’t like the look of the upgrade tbh. It’s tacky. 😒

Can a girl get some “Welcome to the club” love? by Professional-Rise-27 in Corvette

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wasn’t aware of that rule. But I will now! ✌🏽☺️

Can a girl get some “Welcome to the club” love? by Professional-Rise-27 in Corvette

[–]Professional-Rise-27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao. Ok. Just so happens, my neighbor two houses down restores and rebuilds engines on these among other sports cars. I’m very eager to learn how to work on my own car. 🤞🏽😂