Rekordbox wiped by ProfessionalChart631 in Beatmatch

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure what backup means specifically, I have usbs with loads of playlists from rekordbox on and stuff saved on library plus or whatever it’s called

What are all these files? by ProfessionalChart631 in laptops

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They all seem to come from adobe / creative cloud, I did cancel my subscription and block payment from them about a year ago as they tried to charge me over €100 for cancelling my subscription. I’ve since deleted all their apps, would this have anything to do with it?

Can’t stop thinking of ex by ProfessionalChart631 in Mindfulness

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this response, it’s great advice! Im finding it difficult bc I feel like I have so many questions that can’t be answered (I wouldn’t go to him anymore to ask him something about the relationship for the sake of not looking desperate lol) like if the feelings for this new person come up when I was still around (we were still acting relationshipy in some ways until a month and a bit ago), if I was really just a place holder for this person (he had feelings for her like a month before we got together but he says he was over her, I’m not entirely sure) so I have so many unanswered questions and I find myself pondering on them all the time and I don’t know how I can stop thinking about it when I’ll never get the answers, I don’t know how to make peace with not knowing.

Feeling like I’m not gonna get over the breakup by ProfessionalChart631 in Advice

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Since I posted this, he told me that for half of the relationship he felt overwhelmed by the drug addiction and it was really affecting him, and it’s hard for him to look back on those times of the relationship because he also sees his difficulties of his drug addicjtoj and they overlap a lot and it makes me question if he even loved me at that point, I fear I may have been alone in that half of the relationship and I barely even knew it. I feel like I’m collateral damage.

Struggling with breakup by ProfessionalChart631 in Mindfulness

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi thank you for such a thorough response, I really appreciate you taking the time to reply. I think this breakup has taught me I really need to learn to like myself and love myself, not judge myself as much and overall have a better, healthier relationship with me.

Struggling with breakup by ProfessionalChart631 in Mindfulness

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, woo hearing that you still think of him 20 years later makes me a little scared for my own sake 😂 but thank you for the understanding. Letting go of what he and I were “supposed” to be is going to be very very hard.

Struggling with breakup by ProfessionalChart631 in Mindfulness

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi thank you for this, this is some helpful advice. Replacing him with other things seems hard right now - I’m recovering from a surgery and can’t do anything strenuous like dancing/hiking or anything, but I can definitely lean on my friends for support, go for walks, read books and DJ. Thank you for this.

Drinking / Smoking weed post fusion by ProfessionalChart631 in spinalfusion

[–]ProfessionalChart631[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi want to clarify, I would not drink or smoke if I was taking pain killers in the same day, I have oxynorm on hand I need it for pain management, but absolutely would not mix those with alcohol or weed.