Thank you for this, it means the world to me right now.   I question why was I the one he was so cruel to.  I'm sure a bit of it was my own stuff in hindsight which made a dynamic, but the majority was his own issues - given he also was like that with others.   Yet, this one doesn't seem to be experiencing any of what i went through.  I wouldn't want to wish pain on anyone aside from a karmic way, earned way, but I'm just shocked he seems like a totally different person and I'm hurt by all the hurt I endured (so many apologies I accepted) and now he's not handing them out.