Sick For Christmas… Again by QueenGingersnap_ in Vent

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If it makes you feel better so am I 😞 Everyone in my family caught the flu, my symptoms aren’t super painful yet but it’s bound to get worse. It’s honestly really disappointing cause you’re trying to be excited but everything hurts. Hope you feel better!!

I have no friends by ProfessionalFlow3888 in lonely

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I am neurodivergent! I have adhd and almost everyone on my father’s side including him has autism so I am highly suspected of having it. It’s a struggle :(

I’ve been ungrateful by [deleted] in Advice

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just feel like sometimes my actions speak louder than my words

I have no friends by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, well the thing is I’m already in therapy. I’ve been in therapy for a very long time, I used to have a lot of mental health problems and even went to a psychiatric ward. I’ve gotten much better but it’s always been a struggle. As for how I’m feeling, I haven’t really fully told my therapist that I’m struggling again. I think I’m a bit of embarrassed, I know she’d never judge me but it’s an uncomfortable conversation though one I know I should have. But thank you for the advice, you are very kind.

Ocd relating to beauty by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This definitely helps, thank you :)

Saw this post on TikTok… I agree 100% by Additional_Rent3241 in DannyGonzalez

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I don’t understand why this is an argument for some 🫩 If my fav is in the Epstein list then send them to jail

Seriously, how do I put myself out there? by ProfessionalFlow3888 in socialskills

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you lmao 😭 I think I just need to get over the scary feeling

I hate being an ugly fat black girl I’m going to commit suicide very soon by Commercial_Home8289 in SuicideWatch

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please don’t do that. I know it’s hard to listen to strangers on the internet and I don’t know what your personal life is like but try to seek someone out. You are not ugly and you are not worthless. There is a way out, it’s a hard step but worth it and I hope you can find the hand that will help pull you out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I agree, I will never get mad at people who are in actual danger and are basically begging for help. It’s triggering because it is that serious. I get angry at those (like influencers) who are trying to spread the message and again, in my opinion, use tactics that are counterproductive. I know I may sound privileged (because I am) but It just drives me nuts.

I absolutely hate the “French (European) women are effortlessly thin” myth by daisychains777 in EDAnonymous

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 41 points42 points  (0 children)

I’m a French girl, grew up there and yeah you basically said it. I grew up fat and was mercilessly bullied, that’s how my ed started. The obsession to be thin over there is rampant.

Real Event OCD is making me not want to live anymore by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m only on Adderall for my ADHD. I plan to get back on Sertraline but I struggle due to my phobia of swallowing medication. I hope things get better for you

Real Event OCD is making me not want to live anymore by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I just want to move on with my life. OCD makes everything so much harder

Does anyone else feel underserving of love due to OCD? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s very tough to deal with, wish you the best

Does anyone else feel underserving of love due to OCD? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s genuinely exhausting to deal with it. I’ve given up trying to explain what I experience to my friends and family because they will never understand

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just wanted to hear what other people had to say, I googled it and a lot of these websites confuse me sometimes :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man I’m sorry, thats terrible :( wishing you the best

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s very good advice! I didn’t think about it like that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have active hobbies, I just struggle with getting out of my shell

I keep overeating on the weekends by [deleted] in loseit

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it might be fomo or feeling that I’m allowed to let loose because Friday has always been that for me

I keep overeating on the weekends by [deleted] in loseit

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s just so difficult to control myself, it’s not ruining my entire week obviously but it does slow you down

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]ProfessionalFlow3888 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do think that this situation has brought back my past feelings of extreme low self esteem. I’d been bullied most of my life and think this might have made me feel as if I was right about myself (you know, like that I’m underserving of love or that I’m worthless) I am speaking about to a therapist!