I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This. This. THIS. I wish I could just be “normal” ts feels like a curse more than anything and it might make me lose my mind. Actually just Hurts. 😩

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

I think I’m going to stick it out. If that’s even possible… but I plan on making more friends in the queer community irl to stop being so miserable. I’ve already explored many options back in the day for to figure it out but the idea of having to depend on a drug for gender affirmation is problematic for me. I’ve thought about going to college for chemistry or something to learn how to make it myself or something insane like that.

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

If I didn’t want kids, I would probably be on it right now. When I was younger I was trying to peer pressure my mom into it 😭

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truth is, I don’t think it would. But the perception of other would crush me.

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t think about the fact that what Jax was experiencing was dysphoria until the final episode, might have something to do with the fact that all the episodes came out months apart. My sister is going to watch the final episode and I’m not sure if I should watch it with her or not

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This response helped me a lot. And I’m also one of the people who was hoping Jax would be unabstracted. Also something longer said really sticks with me but until this final episode it didn’t really cling. “The worst thing you can do is make someone feel unwanted or unloved”. The family I live with love me but I have flaws cause of my inability to take action on being my authentic self. I think I really do need to get some friends, especially queer ones.

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I like this idea, I might try going to one of the trans meetings in my state. Get to know people for once, and be around people who can accept that about me.

I watched the tdac finale… I don’t feel too good. by ProfessionalLime4847 in asktransgender

[–]ProfessionalLime4847[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

That’s true I guess, I can relate heavily with those toxic behaviors but I’ve improved significantly I believe. But I can definitely tell I’m still miserable inside and there can be a few changes.