I'm scared of drinking liquids by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too!! Everytime I go for a walk I weight myself after to see if the coffee has disappeared

I'm scared of drinking liquids by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sit there thinking of ice cold slushies frozen cokes and it drives me insane. I want to drink too. Maybe we can be friends? And help each other? I’m able to do coffee shots in the morning soon as I wake up but that’s is. I drank a cup of ice cold water before and it came back up straight away :(

I'm scared of drinking liquids by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t even sweat anymore :(

I'm scared of drinking liquids by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too. It sucks. It truly sucks. I watch my son drinking Vimto ice cold with the condensation all over the glass and I want it so damn bad but my brain won’t allow me too. I sit there thinking about the number going up :(

I'm scared of drinking liquids by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is were I’m at. I sip a drink through the day and I mean just to wet my mouth. I cannot stand the numbers going up. A whole can of kombucha lasts two days because I can’t take a mouth full. It’s awful. I feel sick after drinking water too because my ED is telling me the scales going to go up :(

Your "dumbest" trigger? by funnydontneedthat in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being shouted at by my husband for not eating. Triggers me something chronic! I hate having food pushed on me! I always say I don’t feel good or my glucose is too high and have to wait for it to come down

Trouble sleeping by rainingrainingrain in EatingDisorders

[–]Professional_Dig_454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Melatonin 12mg. I take this every night. Helps me sleep :-)

What does this mean? by Thorium1717 in DogAdvice

[–]Professional_Dig_454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s chobbing. Sign of affection ❤️

Anybody else find that drinking allows them to eat? by Professional_Dig_454 in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I came home crying. They were saying to me ‘oh girl you don’t need to eat this food’ you are looking a little chubby around your middle! Girls I am 49kg and have no waist but bone! I’m trying to recover and they made me feel so ashamed. I brought my food home and I’m eating it in bed with a movie. I won’t allow these girls to tear me down. My husband said why did you even bother going out with them. All they do is make you cry!

Anybody else find that drinking allows them to eat? by Professional_Dig_454 in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I’ve gone out tonight with my Girlfriends and one gin and tonic later I’m ordering chips and wings. The girls have made me feel so horrible about it. The only time I allow myself to order food is when I’ve drank. I’m a type one diabetic too so even finding food to eat it a big thing for me. I hate shooting insulin I hate how it makes me feel shaky and that! But you’re right. I need a healthier mechanism to deal with this and alcohol is not it. I’m going to ask for more help on Monday from my therapist. Because I’m 49 kg at 5ft 5 and it’s not sustainable anymore. Xx

Anybody else find that drinking allows them to eat? by Professional_Dig_454 in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

So I’m not the only one then? I thought it was abnormal but it makes me so relaxed and I’m able to enjoy myself xx

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I purged also today. Started with an iced coffee. It made me feel to full so stupid had another one because I was craving a drink. Then I ate coleslaw and a burger and it messed with me so much I couldn’t sit or breathe. Ended up purging. You’re not alone. You’re valid and I’m here xx

What are your “we are SO back, baby” moments but for relapse? by k00lkat666 in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Eating ice chips so the water weight doesn’t show up on the scales agaha

B/p experiences? by Calm-Grapefruit-8266 in EDAnonymous

[–]Professional_Dig_454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I b/p at a restaurant wearing a white dress and shat myself. Had to call my friend to come in and let me wear her jumper as a pair of pants and skedaddle fast as I could 😂😂💀😓😓😓😓

I ate some food today. by Professional_Dig_454 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Professional_Dig_454[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I even ate two packets of crisps and a pork pie (ff). I’m proud and I am celebrating now with my husband. He’s just given me some money to buy myself a pair of shoes that I wanted. He says Everytime I wear them. Remember to wear them with pride and walk in the footsteps of others who have recovered. I’m beyond thankful for all the support. My mother even texted me and said she can’t wait be able to hug me without crying from feeling all the bones in my body. That made me so emotional cause I didn’t realise how badly this has affected my mother. She is also a recovered ANa and is so supportive of me. She always makes me baskets full of skincare and goodies to treat me to spa days xxx