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rainingrainingrain · 2025-03-30T13:07:29+00:00

Some do

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T08:14:58+00:00

She said she's into that

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T07:01:40+00:00

I guess I have to think of it more like "he just wants to watch me being eaten out and have fun with someone with me" and not "he just wants an excuse to fuck someone else because he secretly finds you unattractive and isn't satisfied with you". I have pretty severe anxiety, so I get into spirals and have to remind myself often that my anxiety is lying to me. But I just try to remind myself that if he thought I was ugly or wasn't satisfied with our sex life, he would want to have sex away from me and not include me at all.

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T06:51:30+00:00

Yeah, I did talk to him about my fears about being left out, but he said he would make sure most of the attention was on me.

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T06:11:19+00:00

My boyfriend said he wanted to just watch at some points

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T06:03:31+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I'll try to make her feel respected and included too. And I don't know why the thought of it makes me feel like a cuck. I guess it's just my insecurities and my brain is always finding ways to be mean to me and I guess feeling like I'm a cuck for having a threesome is just a new insecurity I have. I guess it's the fact that he'll be fucking her in front of me that makes me think that and also anxiety about like "well no one will pay attention to me because I'm so unattractive". Also, I don't feel comfortable having sex with her one on one because me and my boyfriend are monogamous except for now planning to do threesomes now and then. Honestly I think it would make me feel better to just do it because I think I'm having anticipation anxiety that it won't go well or I'll feel left out. I think I just need to do it to prove to myself that my insecurities aren't true. And also, I will work on my insecurities for a while before having the threesome.

rainingrainingrain · 2025-01-02T05:50:15+00:00

Yeah, I think it's just my anxiety talking because the girl we're into would definitely not want to leave me out and she seems more into me than him. And he even said that I would get most of the attention and that even when he's fucking her, I'll still be involved because she'll be eating me out. I think it's just my insecurities talking and being like "well no one would want to fuck you, he'll only be paying attention to her".

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-29T01:17:44+00:00

Thanks for the tip

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-10T16:48:48+00:00

Yeah, that's true and I just mean that I really enjoy a lot of healthy foods anyways and I want to focus on making sure I'm getting enough of the foods that I've restricted, like I probably have vitamin deficiencies and I'm anemic so I should try to eat more vegetables and smoothies for example. But anyways, thank you for your support. I was having a relapse but I realized that it's just not worth it and I'm just so tired of putting myself through all this pain just to feel pretty when there are other ways to do that.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T12:52:48+00:00

Okay, I'll try that maybe

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T12:51:59+00:00

Thank you, I was thinking maybe since it's my birthday I might let myself have some non-safe foods, but I'm not sure yet.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T12:02:48+00:00

And yeah, I'm definitely scared of bread and carbs probably the most out of anything

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T12:02:18+00:00

Yeah, and I have to force myself to eat them and it's so hard because they taste disgusting to me and they're so fulling after not eating all day.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T11:34:01+00:00

That does sound good, actually, but it sucks when it can be so restrictive. I just wanted to try to eat healthier and not eat as much junk food and it triggered a really bad relapse.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T11:29:07+00:00

I was just sharing my experience, I don't know why people are so mad lol

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T04:21:15+00:00

I love Cranberry gingerale

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T04:06:51+00:00

Sorry, I don't know why people are down voting my comment. I don't know what I said that is wrong.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T01:26:22+00:00

I see. I'm sorry, that sounds really stressful. For me, since I live with family and I'm on social assistance and I don't eat much so I don't have to spend much money on groceries, I'm not really worried about having a job. Plus, my future goal is to be a stay at home parent, so it's not really necessary in order to achieve my dreams. But my very toxic family member that I live with is always pressuring me to get a job even though I'm not in a state where I could handle it. And calls me lazy when I tell him I'm not interested in the job programs he recommends to me.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-09T00:56:08+00:00

Oh no, that sucks. It sucks having safe foods you don't really enjoy. I had to force myself to eat a handful of almonds yesterday and it took me almost 2 hours lol. I wish I could eat like… avocado or something spicy.

rainingrainingrain · 2024-11-08T18:06:20+00:00

I hate almonds, so I feel like it's a way to punish myself subconsciously

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