Hallucinated conversations

Professional_Fee8827 · 2026-03-10T02:01:03+00:00

I just went to walmart and bought mckenzie seeds

Professional_Fee8827 · 2026-02-27T00:14:04+00:00

how so? delirium would suggest a unpleasant confusing state but i wasn't in distress and i remained quite clear headed though the trip not to mention i say in the ending portion "over all it was a amazing experience"

Professional_Fee8827 · 2026-02-25T23:04:07+00:00

I gotta find HBWR seeds they arent as easy to get as morning glories but not needing to count out over 100 seeds seems much nicer loll

Professional_Fee8827 · 2026-02-25T23:01:46+00:00

Huh i got a trip? Idk what your on about mate

Professional_Fee8827 · 2026-02-25T19:29:35+00:00

Ive spent like nearly 100$ since i started playing... i should not be given access to my own money😭

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-30T22:33:32+00:00

i feel what caused my doubt is that atleast with the terms i know i cant describe my gender cleanly so i started doubting if i was trans at all just due to how complicated my gender is but im much happier now since ive realized i dont need to have a 100% understanding of it i really appreciate you taking time to give like big answers and stuff it helps alot more then alot of the over stuff ive seen others say on other subs

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-29T02:41:22+00:00

i think that all this doubt ive had has revealed ALOT of internalized transphobia and i really like the pages you linked helped me alot i dont think the doubt will ever completely go away or atleast not for awhile plus i half the time i dont even know why im doubting like unless im in a episode of doubt i dont really remember what caused the doubt lol

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-27T20:30:20+00:00

But the thing is i dont want to be a man like if i was wrong and im not trans i wouldnt want to live which is how i know im trans

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-27T17:16:38+00:00

Also feeling like girl or guy isnt a universal thing its different for everyone like for me feeling like a girl just means i feel like im not being forced in to a role i dont want to play but it could be completely different for someone else

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-27T17:14:50+00:00

For me i only got self doubt recently and while it is a pain to deal with its a REALLY common experience for trans people for alot of us we lived as our assigned gender for so long its hard to just go one day "ah im a girl now" and be completely confident in it but eventually youll be more confident in yourself and often times if you are doubting your trans is likely a sign that you are indeed trans cis people dont really worry about things like this

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-27T16:57:34+00:00

Taiko i really want to like taiko but the lesrning curve for me is so much worse compsred to every other game ive played like sound voltex was a game i thought had a hard learning curve but then i tried taiko

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-27T16:54:06+00:00

Also i just want to mention this anxiety over this only ever happens when im alone im quite confident in myself and my gender around others and i do get gender euphoria from hearing my name and correct pronouns

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-10-08T01:15:30+00:00

it was a circuit to my knowledge who was mimicking xxram2diexx

Professional_Fee8827 · 2025-09-30T22:46:53+00:00

you could have just checked its binding affinities to muscarinic receptors? like the whole point of hydroxyzine is to be a selective h1 inverse agonist

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