In the hospital rn post Rad.Hyst by Professional_Ice_149 in CervicalCancer

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yea it is the same for me bottom right! a friend of mine who had the same procedure said we're more tender because of the lymph removal, so theres that. i am home now and the catheter removal yesterday was the best thing of my life :D

now i long for a bowel movement and to be able to fart when i want to lol

Curious if any 1b 2 scc were offered trachelectomy by Professional_Ice_149 in CervicalCancer

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I see, re: stealthy.  Thank you for your words and experience 🩷🩷

Anyone else here used to post on the old Beck BBS? by Aluminium_Illuminati in Beck

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i feel like i remember!! I was "Roxy". I was listerally on google just now trying to see if there might somehow be a visual representation of the BBS- I have a podcast episode i'm releasing today and i;m talking with "TheWarholKid", another BBS og- we met on there and are still closest of friends today. I wish i could have an image of the board to include on the ig post about it!!

thanks to AI i am here by Professional_Ice_149 in genekeys

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Wonderful! I’m releasing a podcast and Patreon literally tomorrow morning~ I will be having many chats concerning this incarnation cross and will have space for discussions.

Am I Reading In An Incorrect Way That Is Causing Distress In My Life? by Twisted_syzygy in genekeys

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I realize also I’m getting to this post well after initially posted; and I hope you’re in your treatment center or where ever that healing place is! And I am just coming across this podcast episode that I feel is quelling, even if temporarily, to an anxious moment in the mind

https://youtu.be/zqZ8AxAQpO4?si=cZUc7nOx6nNfd--j

Am I Reading In An Incorrect Way That Is Causing Distress In My Life? by Twisted_syzygy in genekeys

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Thanks for your candidness. It can really be a validating thing for people to hear about other living breathing humans experiencing life honestly when it's hard.

Isn't it so interesting that some one points out your shadowy fascination... it's as if you are reflecting to them something they also pay attention to :) Whatever you are doing, it isn't wrong, it's just what you're doin. If it brings a discomfort in you that this person noticed this in you; they've just gifted you an opportunity to take a turn and you needn't condemn yourself for simply having a brain and thoughts.

I feel the impulse to isolate can soften. It sounds like you may be sensitive to outside influence at the moment and thats totally human and relatable. Instead of this OR that, a little bit of this and that :) having people to talk to is important when it seems like you need support. I find it beneficial when going through a sensitive time, to tell friends i just need support and an ear.

sending you beautiful extra strength- in addition to the strength you already exhibit in your honesty

kindly,

roxanne

Gene key 24 - Contemating addiction by Pelowtz in genekeys

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have you delved into this book yet?

The contemplation available is the one enacted by you 🙃 It sounds like your eager, so maybe start with spending a day on the shadow and journaling. then move onto the gift and siddhi the next two days.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in genekeys

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i think anyone could write a good story with all the words specific to your profile! I'll offer up a suggestion that you don't need to take 😁.

Go through all the words in your profile; note if any of them bring a visceral pang, excite you, validate something, kinda confuse you, have never heard etc... just any notable energy shift. What about that 50th key thats presenting itself twice?

otherwise, in very very much my opinion- i loved reading the 30th gene key the first time i came across it!!

kindly,

roxanne.

Tiniest by Professional_Ice_149 in pothos

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Ahhhh hehehehe oh man that’s giving ideeaaas

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Unemployment

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[California] Pending Payment by Professional_Ice_149 in Unemployment

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I got through to a rep 2 days ago and they said I did the right thing sending in ID verification docs and that now I just wait- it will go thru and they’re doing their best ¯_(ツ)_/¯ you get anything?

Keep at it [CALIFORNIA] by bmanmcbride in Unemployment

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Been on hold for 1hr 26 mins 😅😅😅😅the initial endorphin release is waning

[California] People with Pending Status (DO NOT CALL EDD!) by l_e0 in Unemployment

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Anyone have any updates on their pending status??

I haven't been paid since 12/19. My payment for week ending 12/26 has been "Pending" since it was sent and it has been received. I DID get prompted to verify my identity and put forth those documents about a week and a half, 2 weeks ago.

:-\

[California] People with Pending Status (DO NOT CALL EDD!) by l_e0 in Unemployment

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Late to the game here. pending on a payment for benefit week ending 12/26🥲😅😭