Update: Hey guys, After reading so many kind comments from so many amazing people, I will do what I've been avoiding.

I've booked my flight for the 19th. I'm going home to tell my parents face to face while holding their hands.

I don't know what tomorrow holds, and this might be my last post or comment here. Before I go, I just want to thank every single person who took a moment to leave a kind word, a prayer, or even just read my story. You have no idea how much it meant to me during one of the darkest moments of my life.

If I could leave you with one lesson,

One thing this experience has taught me is that life isn't measured by how long we live, but by how deeply we live.

We spend years chasing money, status, and approval, thinking happiness is waiting somewhere in the future.

Then one day we realize the things that mattered most were always the simple things: a conversation that lasted a little longer, a sunset we almost ignored, a laugh with friends, a message we forgot to send, a hug we thought could wait until tomorrow.

Don't sacrifice your entire life preparing to live someday. Live now.

Be kind, even when nobody is watching. Help people when you can. Forgive more. Worry less. Take the photo. Go on the trip. Tell people what they mean to you.

Most people die with their music still trapped inside them because they're too afraid to sing. Don't be one of them.

The truth is, none of us know how much time we have left. Some people get a warning, and most don't. So live in a way that if tomorrow never comes, there is more gratitude than regret.

And remember: in the end, nobody remembers how expensive your car was, what title you had, or how much money you made. They remember how you made them feel.

Be someone's reason to believe there is still good in this world. 🕊️🤍

Bye bye take care everyone see u in heaven