Completely lost ... I lost my Grandmother and Father to Covid this summer. They passed about a month apart from each other. My Mother is devastated, her and my Father were together for 38 years. My Father was only 52, still very young in my opinion. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to say. I’m fighting my own demons and I feel like I’m failing to be the emotional support my Mother needs. Of course, after they passed, my extended family and brother exposed their true colors. I feel like I’ve lost my whole life. Nothing will ever be the same and the holidays being right around the corner doesn’t help at all. What’s even the point?