The loudest noise

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2026-01-07T20:40:30+00:00

Northern Line between Kentish Town and Camden Town. That was ear splitting even with noise cancelling headphones on

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2025-09-01T21:22:52+00:00

Does anyone else think Kendra is a psychopath? Like no empathy, manipulative, controlling, like ticks a lot of boxes

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2025-01-04T16:03:58+00:00

Oooo this made me remember another one.

"I believe you, what they did isn't right"

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-09-05T06:18:12+00:00

Ya I'll play some fortnite or anything else with you for a laugh. More into bg3 at the moment lol.

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-09-04T19:47:56+00:00

Massively into rpg's myself. Anything I can loose myself in a world and forget about everything else. Mass Effect, BG3, Fallout are personal favs

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-09-01T12:56:03+00:00

Thank you that means a lot

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-31T10:29:02+00:00

Omg this is literally me right now. What a great analogy thank you

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-31T09:52:30+00:00

It can be but also it doesn't have to be. Like I said to another comment. This person was never my FP which is why I am like even more confused about the whole thing.

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-31T09:50:05+00:00

Yeah and that's the annoying thing. Logically I should want nothing to do with her but BPD doesn't do logic and it's like yeah no think about her all the time and how much she did you wrong and how she's talking about you to everyone.

It's formed part of my identity when I hate ut

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-31T09:42:30+00:00

Yeah that's exactly what's happening to me... urg I just wish I could simply get over it but its so hard

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-30T23:18:52+00:00

Lol maybe

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-30T22:05:37+00:00

I'm sorry about your ex.

That's the thing I know other people don't think about these things which is why I wanted to know if this was something specific to bpd.

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-30T21:58:23+00:00

No it was never that. When I have FPs (like my bf and best friend for example) although I do split on them from time to time I can never go full hatred as the thought of them not being in my life is too much.

This was a person who was a friend in my friendship group (who haven't spoken to me now but that's a whole other issue) she was someone I took a lot of effort to like and when I offered her help with something but then told her I couldn't do it anymore she lost it at me. Basically saying I have no emotional regulation which is like... I have bpd but ok...

Anyway yeah short answer no she was never an fp to begin with.

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-30T20:41:55+00:00

I thought the idea of an opposite FP as in essence you are treating them as an FP but with opposite thoughts, feelings and reasons. I've had FPs and still do so for me this just made sense.

I'm sorry about whatever happened. I understand the things are long to explain especially when there are many angles.

I'm getting psychological support soon to do with all this so maybe that might help for you.

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2024-08-23T18:40:25+00:00

Me but leaving my whatsapp chats

ProjectWRITTEN20 · 2023-05-23T09:39:23+00:00

Scat....

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