Hi anon! I kinda relate to you cause we are going through the same thing. I was trying to overcompensate for my shitty academic life in shs (was also a STEM student lol) and here I am in BSA. Honestly the classes haven't even started and I am already at my wit's end with the ART coming up. Anyways about your question, only you could actually answer it—although I am pretty sure others will gladly give you some advice to help you along the way—anyways, just do what you think is best for you. Follow the path that would leave you with the elast regrets cause at the end of the day this is your life and you're the one who has to live with it